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[chaya]

Confessions.

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[anonymous]

I'm increasingly coming to realise that I love two people, one of whom I'm dating, and I don't know what to do about it.

[anonymous]

I have no idea how to stop being so pissed off at her. I dont feel safe anymore, and it's for the dumbest of reasons.

[anonymous]

Last time I "confessed" here, I confessed that I thought I might still be in love with this girl I dated last year. Since then, I've realized that - though I loved her then and still care deeply for her now - I could NOT date her again. See, I do love her, but not like that. Not anymore. Ever since realizing this, I've felt great.

[anonymous]

Although I'm avoiding thinking words like "perfect" or "happy" I sometimes feel this bright pink soap bubble spread out in my chest and rise up out through my mouth and rise and rise in the air and I feel so tight and so quivery I want to laugh and squeal but if I breathe I think I'll pop the bubble. I just want to watch it rise and soar with my toes curled, holding my breath, licking my teeth.

[anonymous]

All the men I've ever loved that I'm not related to have grown up self-absorbed and needy. I don't know if I've grown less sympathetic or they really are all prats. But it's disappointing.