I'm sick and tired of being the one whose plans always get trumped by everyone else's plans, and who is always getting talked over, ignored, and made to feel like I'm twisting everyone's arms into actually doing something that I want to do.
And I don't think there's any way I can avoid it. Because the minute I say something I feel guilty for some reason.
Also, I really just want someone to sent me flowers or a nice card or something. Not because I asked, but because they thought to do it. One of my big lows in the last year was seeing a piece of mail in the mailbox next to mine, getting really excited, then nearly crying when I realized it wasn't my mailbox. Stress sucks.
Dude comment even if it is sans witty. It just makes me happy to know people I don't IRL-talk to on a regular basis are still connected, even a little bit. ♥
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And I don't think there's any way I can avoid it. Because the minute I say something I feel guilty for some reason.
Also, I really just want someone to sent me flowers or a nice card or something. Not because I asked, but because they thought to do it. One of my big lows in the last year was seeing a piece of mail in the mailbox next to mine, getting really excited, then nearly crying when I realized it wasn't my mailbox. Stress sucks.
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Also, I always read your entries, even if I am not always witty enough to comment! I do not always read everyone's entries.
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no one understands me and my music
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