suck.

can't I ever force myself to go to class? I don't understand it. I'm horrible.

I have class in an hour. I'm not ready. I don't feel like going. Or doing anything for that matter. I'm so fucking unmotivated when I'm depressed. I want to crawl back in bed and not come out for a week. Agggghh.

I hate college. I love my life. I love most of my friends. I love Jeso, my BFFFFFFFFF, and sometimes I love my boyfriend too. I have no idea what I want to do with my life. As strenuous as that is, I appreciate the fact that I have so many options ( Read more... )

I finished The Fountainhead. Loved it ( Read more... )

Patience:::"Faith in time."

I hate the world today
You're so good to me
I know but I can't change
Tried to tell you but you look at me like maybe I'm an angel
underneath
Innocent and sweet
Yesterday I cried
You must have been relieved to see the softer side
I can understand how you'd be so confused I don't envy you ( Read more... )

I push people away when they get too close by being a bitch. But I think I enjoy drawing them in. Maybe it's a control thing.

I see it around me, I see it in everything ( Read more... )

I'm so alone.
Why?
Oh Penelope ( Read more... )