little shadows ;
WE TAKE WHATS DEAD AND THEN BREATHE LIFE IN.
a jellyfish body, falling to the floor? &
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Effy: I want to go back. I want to go back to being you. I’m so scared. I don’t know if I can, … if I can bare it anymore. I don’t know what to do. Tell me what to do! … Don’t give me that silent shit, I know you can talk.
(if you've been keeping up with season 4 of skins, you have to watch this Unseen: Effy clip at e4.com...
i was almost crying. ahhh. i understand, effy, i do!!!!)
Emily Haines & The Soft Skeletons - Our Hell
First went wrong is hard to find
We're paralyzed, we apologize
Our hell is a good life
Last went wrong, where's my prize under the lights
Can we call it in?
We'll be on the road
Can we stop?
When we stop my back will turn your face toward the fence
What I thought it was it isn't now
All this weight, is honest worse
We're moderate, we modernize
till our hell is a good life
All we know what to forget is how to do right
Coloring in the black hole
Can't we stop? when we stop
My hands will shake, my eyes will burn
My throat will ache, watching you turn
From me toward your friends
What I thought it was it isn't now
What I thought it was it isn't
Punishment to stall what is done
What I thought was in is missing out
What I thought it was it isn't now
There's a pattern in the system
There's a bullet in the gun
That's why I tried to save you
But it can't be done.
It can't be done.
(she never really forgets though...despite her hazy memories.)
I Am For You by Waking Ashland
Something's very wrong here
Your heart has frozen over
and something's very strange here
You've lost all desire
The comfort we create to prove
We're something
But we're starving
Screaming in the night cause you want answers
From the one
And there is hope again
Don't give up, your not thinking
Don't give up, just keep seeking
And I, I am for you
And I, I will love you
And I, I am for you
And I, I will save you
Come and take my face or forever I
Will walk alone
And all the same mistakes
Cause I know you, I deny you
Days go by and choices still remain forever
Right and wrong is black and white
The illusions of this world
And there is hope again
I send myself to you
Yes always and always
I send my love to you
You found today, found today,
You found today, saw today
"it's only fair that i tell you,
i planned on leaving here tonight,
i planned on leaving here tonight,
with my pride,
gets me every time."
tegan & sara - proud
the murmers - carry me home
sun wakes me up,
i think i'm losing everything,
i want to go back to bed i feel much better there
The funny thing is you look a lot like the devil
Isn't it strange how dreams can seem so real
I shiver too much, I wait too much, I
My struggle is my shame, I can't let go
I'm looking for a simple state of mind
I need someone to carry me home
Days go by, I still want to know what it's like to be a butterfly
Tamed by fear and numb from fear I wake
My routine life is calling me again
Another day, another thought gone by
I need someone to carry me home
Carry me home, carry me home
I've been around the world, seen a lot of faces
I know a lot of people, I've been a lot of places
I still want to know whats it's like to be a butterfly
I want to go back to bed
I feel much better there
time and space will never
recover
I cant leave this place without
you in mind
the cliks-start leading me on
time is moving oh so fast for me,
tick-tock's going around again...
you, you've got a peice of my heart,
you've got a peice of my heart.
sick of sarah - hello good morning
"World was on fire
No one could save me but you
Strange what desire will make foolish people do"
There's a looming shadow
that stands before us
And what was lost
Was the reason to believe
And the innocence and the will to retrieve it
And you're never gonna be the same
from this moment you'll rise
to a height only gained by a compromise
Share the glimpse of a new beginning
And you're never gonna be the same
from this moment you'll rise
to a height only gained by a compromise
Share the glimpse of a new beginning
And now you've changed
But just a small part of me believes this
And you will stay
But just a small part of me believe this.
Maria Taylor - Small Part of Me
i want to go far away
"draw me a bath, and remind me to eat..."
it's a really big mess inside of my mind. everythings all chopped up and collaged and unclear, missing peices, put in the wrong places, a misunderstanding, colors textures, all tangling. it's a big disaster, an landfill stirring in the wind of hurricanes. how do i fix it? does anyone know how i put the puzzles back in place? tell me how to clean this mess & make things real again.
i keep floating out of my body, above myself, forgetting where or who or what or why i am.
i'm losing myself, or control, or the world, or something, again.
i get so frusturated out of the confusion of being knocked back nto my body, the hard thud and body shaking, terrorous tremering that takes place when i am pulled back into the fishbowl frame of my eyelids to a different place,
like being waken in the middle of a very captivating dream,
why is everything so far away? why does nothing feel like what it seems?
"despite my empty mouth,
the words are on my mind"
The Murmurs - Untouchable
No one can take the place of you
Nobody in the world touches me like you do
And I know, yes I know, you're untouchable
No one knows me like you do
Nobody comprehends the pain I'm going through, except you
But I know you're untouchable
I accept you're untouchable
You never wanted
what I always needed
And I always needed a door
Trapped in a room full of wonderful colors
You left because you needed more
And we knew from the start,
we were jumping the gun
I never thought that I'd be the one
Trapped in a room full of wonderful colors
just me
it's not nearly as bright,
I'm afraid of the dark
it's all turning black
can't you see
No one can hurt me like you do
No one will ever know the love I have for you
But they'll know, yes, they'll know you're untouchable
and they'll know yes, they'll know you're untouchable
You never wanted what
What I always needed
and I always needed a door
Leave me here
I want to be untouchable
I close the door behind you
now I'm untouchable too.
