I'll find my way back.

"Calm down
Deep breaths
And get yourself dressed instead
Of running around
And pulling all your threads and
Breaking yourself up

If it's a broken part, replace it
But, if it's a broken arm then brace it
If it's a broken heart then face it

And hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way."

bend so much until you snap.
How you still manage to make the stretch,
amazes me.

- - -

Man, MGMT and Bon Iver makes me feel like I'm in NY.
It makes my heart warm :)

Just one more year. Just one more year.

- - -

When's it going to start
getting cold?!!?
JAYZUHS.
 

I don't know why I let it get to me if it doesn't matter.
&if it does get to me, does that mean that maybe it does matter?

Lately, I've been missing choir and musical theatre in quite ridiculous amounts.
Hell, I miss performing. There honestly isn't a better feeling in the world. Le'sigh.

Anyway, I've decided that as soon as my refunds come in,
(or hopefully before ;] ) violin & piano lessons it is.

In a month & a day,
what used to be familiar
became forgotten.

In a month & a day,
what was once unfamiliar
became familiar.

For the first time in my life,
the void I had for so long
had been filled.

For the first time in my life,
I was able to really breathe.

For the first time in my life,
I felt at home...with myself.

New York has left me
inspired. ( Read more... )

"So I read to myself a chance of a lifetime to see new horizons
on the front page a black and white picture of Manhattan Skyline..."

Coming back to FL in about 12 days;

I'd kinda rather not.

no matter how far the distance,
take the leap.

&even if you don't make it and fall,
pick yourself back up.

- - -

I'm starting to feel a bit nervous
about this internship 0_o

&I'm slightly intimidated.

Waaaaaaaaaa!

but, YAAAAAAAAAAY!

lol NYC here I come!

SO EXCITED! SO FUCKING EXCITED!
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

If I could, I would.