theres not much to say. i got wasted on friday and regret it a bit. cause now i feel like ball of pain tumbling down the windy deserted pathway. jenni left for school and i desperately miss her. i have an interview with Michael's Craft. I'm thinking of going over to dustin's and saying hi. haven't seen him much lately. 5HTP is wat i need now a days ( Read more... )

school is going to hell... i'm sooooo stressed for time and need to stop procrastinating. accounting 3 is whipping my ass completely and i'm getting sick... literally. my body is like "FUCK YOU! feed me, take care of me!" i'm trying, but not hard enough apparently. i can't eat shit like i used to be. and because of that, my body is shutting down ( Read more... )

well i finally got some art up. check it out sometime ^^ deviantart.com/cheatachu7070

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happy birthday Mer!!! <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 XOXOXOXOXOXO

i haven't been feeling 100% lately, i thinking i'm coming down with something. not sure what but i'm starting to get the shivvvverrss and heat attacks. i've always known that to be the first sign of sickness for me. i need to take better care of myself... but lately my stomach hasn't been letting me eat and i have no idea why. i need a job and just ( Read more... )

yesterday was the best day ever! saw the dark knight again, it was still eh eh in my books but thats alright. anyway so yeah. best day evvverrrr! ^_^ <3

so warp tour was fucking awesome. Mc Chris signed my pants and even put a heart. so i was very happy. and i saw the academy is... omg william beckett is my hero!! he was amazing at the show. sooo fucking worth the hottness ans sweatiness there. and i got some cool shit too. so i had a good time. ^_ ( Read more... )

things haven't been going well at all lately. i came home tonight and found out my uncle just got into car accident, everyone is angry at me and now more than ever i feel so alone ( Read more... )

Caress the one, the never-fading
rain in your heart - the tears of snow-white sorrow
Caress the one, the hiding amaranth
In a land of the daybreak