in a bad mood...very bad. skipping school tomorw with anna because of the classical senior prom. gues whos not excited at all- oh that would be me. i dunno, maybe ill be more excited tomorrow. but today, ugh. i dont like the way the dress looks on me, i have no idea wat to do with my hair cause its so dam short now. im not gonaa know anyone there ( Read more... )

who inspires me the most? i dunno....oprah...ugh i hate homework. i wish i was A senior...that would be grrreat. so sik of school it hurts. hmm....today was a good..ish day. i went to school for like 2 hours, i went over elens, colored my hair (blak) went tanning and now im home eating and trying to figure out who inspires me the most. noone- brad ( Read more... )

I'm in the worst fn mood ever. tonite, my parents decided that they hate the way i am and wish i was really helen. my mom strictly said- i wish u werent my daughter, helen would be a perfect daughter. just in russian. i got pissed and sad. seems like everyone juss kinda doesnt like me- meh lifes going down the drain ( Read more... )

what should I be when I grow up?

Name ]valeriya ( Read more... )

I AM 50% EMO!
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and I would walk forever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever to remember a time I was the steady rhythm of your song, softly singing your soul to sleep ( Read more... )

i hate myself so much, i feel so fn dumb

I went to an art show tonight. It was fn amazing. The art is astounding. Im gonna join the group during the summer when I come back from israel. I talked to my mom about my future today. she made me cry. made me feel worthless. watever. she wants me to keep dancing so i think i might do boston ballet until i go to college and then take on a higher ( Read more... )

WOW, my day just got a loooooooooooooooootttttttttt better!