I have fucked up, yet again...

[check_minus]

Why is it that little white lies about, what you would think would have no meaning or worry about, make so much of a difference, and cause so much heart ache. Yeah, so I lied, but it wasn't of my intentions to hurt or decieve anyone directly, I was just somewhat covering my ass so that I wouldn't look like a jack ass. To think, just so you make

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dont stray dont ever go away

[under_the_sofa]

i wasnt mad about the car after you filled me in, but when jennifer told me , first, just imagine what all ran through my head. the phone calls, the wasted time, the crying. but after i talked to you, i wasnt upset about it, I was just still pissed about the money situation. and the fact that i had felt like shit all day on my birthday, and it didnt seem to affect you at all, that you were being extremely heart_breaking about everything.

i wish you could have felt this way when i said , hey lets forget about it and have a good day starting now. i know you can be very stubborn and it takes you awhile to realize what you are doing, but it REALLY broke my heart that you couldnt put that aside for me, just for one single day. i love you tambien and i understand as much as i can. but i dont know what dream was doomed for the day. except mine to have atleast one birthday to remember.

i love you