You're never going to see this and it's too late for any of this bullshit anyway. I was looking through all of my old livejournal entries after I found out you died. I know we ended our friendship in a terrible way and even though we were aquaintances after that, it was never the same. I just want to let you know that I miss you. I thought about trying to rekindle things, but I wasn't sure if there was anything to get back. I mean, you and I veered away from eachother. I was scared to get rejected by you. I never called, I tried facebook, but probably nothing you would see as an attempt at starting over. I'm meeting up with Sam and Mikey tonight. I know you wouldn't want me to cry about this but I can't help it. Without you in my life, I wouldn't be the person I am today. It's because of you that I became friends with certain people. You helped me get over Mikey Conerty. Ryan Holden...hah. Remember that? You coined Patty Monster. We went to a show...I can't even remember who played now and met James and Joe Mason. We did almost
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