i want to wash my hands in bleach

[checkitrdb]

why am i suddenly acting like im fourteen again.
im waiting for my parents to go to sleep so i can sneak out and go run.
it is way past time for me to move out.

gi doctor is putting a tube in me sometime next week
getting xrays tomorrow morning.
first night in a while i havent been on drugs.

i cant stand what my weights done.
i can feel myself retaining

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[grasspass]

just wondering, how old are you? I think you have the most awesome userpic! lol

[checkitrdb]

eighteen going on twelve my friend.
and my picha is only 13 pounds away.

[grasspass]

Oh okay. I'm 21... and I think you have such thin legs! Girl you're tiny! Jealoussss

[checkitrdb]

then i wish you were the voice in my head!