pale orange beads in purple drink.

[checkitrdb]

when i woke up this morning i wasnt sure if i got hit by a bus, a train, or that dream that a deer ran be over was real.
my muscles felt like they were locked up, my throart was so sore and swollen, my ears hurt, one side of my nose is clogged, which is just annoying, and i feel dehydrated. so i didnt move. i just stirred for the first time about

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[immaslave4u]

I can't blame you for not telling him. Only like one of my friends knows about me and they don't judge me but they're like, there for me? you know? I like it that way. I don't want people to find out and treat me differently.

[checkitrdb]

yeah totally. when i got put into treatment my jounior year there were rumors flying evverywhere and then one of my friends, i still to this day dont know if she was trying to do good or harm, blurted out where i was and everyone changed towards me. i couldnt stand it. it drove me crazy. i fel unnormal enough no need to make it more apparent.

and im trying to get away from all of that and having friends who don't know is great.
i know he wont judge, but will worry which may be worse.

[immaslave4u]

when I think of somebody worrying about it all I can think of is them nagging incessantly- do not want

[immaslave4u]

ps i fucking love adderall like you would not believe

I am too broke to keep up with it too though

[checkitrdb]

everyone who sold it is gone or not selling.
its impossible to find it and its killer expensive when i do find it.
but i take what i can get.

[immaslave4u]

yeah I dunno how much you pay but I get mine from this girl for 2 dollars a pill, and they're 20 mg pills. I know my brother sells his 30 mg.s to my friend for 3 dollars a pill.
20 is good for me though