09 January 1983
Fucking Tess Summers.
Well she got what she wanted, she broke up with Herman and now is going to try to get everyone else to feel sorry for her about what a bad boyfriend Herman was. Whatever. I can't believe her, Herman loved Tess and he loved Jamie.
HER LOSS.
And that's my official opinion.
I wouldn't have known except that Howard and Herman came around late last night after everyone was writing the shit they were writing. I started reading it and got skived and threw my journal in the fireplace so I had to borrow Padraic's. (I bought a new one this morning.)
I'm still angry about it.
You don't let someone hold your hand while you're having a baby and then break up with them because one day they might leave you even though they've never shown signs of wanting to. I'm glad that I have Padraic and I'm glad that neither of us are so mental that we make shit up and fight about it.
Gods.
It's such shit, I wouldn't be annoyed about it if he hadn't genuinely loved Tess and Jamie too. The last few years have been shit for him (everyone really, but). His girlfriend died, his boss died, he got fired, and now all this shit with Tess. He looked like someone had kicked a kitten or something and he had to watch.
At least Padraic had a good match against the Arrows Chasers on Saturday and I got to see it.
I'm so annoyed I'm not even making sense.