I'm going to stop using LJ.

I can't shake some bad feelings I've been getting lately. I don't like them and may have to take things into my own hands. People will get hurt. But I'm tired of feeling crappy.

I'm bored, but I don't have to work Grave yard for at least a week! This makes me happy. I can stay up late and drink again, because I won't be at work! When you work grave yards, sleep takes over your life. I feel energized though, ready to start a new week.

chicka chicka bow wow, chicka chicka bow wow....

Grave yard shifts suck... But not as much as working with customers! Godammit consumers are a stupid bunch. No plans for today (thurs), hope something cool happens.

Fed up with everything right now, not having any fun anymore. Relationship is becoming taxing despite my efforts to improve it. I don't know what to do anymore, I think I'm just gonna wait and see what happens. The job is taking up too much of my energy. Just got out of school and life doesn't seem any more enjoyable. Need to get a car so I ( Read more... )

Built to Spill is going to play near here soon. I have to go! Anyone know when they're playing and who's coming with me?!

I was thinking earlier about how sometimes I feel like I'm disappearing, and the feeling seems to be reaffirmed each day. I can't get rid of that god damn feeling and sometimes I just want to pack up and get the hell out of wherever I am. I think I might be sick and that scares me.

High School is over and I'm still not feeling it.

Can't wait till this week is over, it's been nothing but a hassle. I'm passing by the skin of my teeth, but I have to work two extra days now in order to get the time off that I need for all this graduation bullshit. I haven't even begun to feel the shock of it all yet. I'm not really excited about it all. I'm not really feeling much of ( Read more... )