"I've got to tell you what a state I'm in
I've got to tell you in my loudest tones."
-- Coldplay, Warning Sign

dont let anyone ever think you dont deserve what you want.*

so bored ( Read more... )

Now that I have more time to update and the boys are asleep, here goes ( Read more... )

home again. glad im back, but i cant lie: i loved it. my problems sunk into the water like they were weighted and i had nothing to think about except how much sun screen i need to put on and.... well of course something else, but that finally seemed to be pushed to the back of my mind after only a few days ( Read more... )

Ok, totally weirded out by this week. I hung out with my neighbors, and actually hung out with them, not just stopped by for a hello. We had fun, and now we get to hang out more. They're cool guys, of course I have to get used to calling them geoff and gordon, not andyjeffygordy. hahaha ( Read more... )

So if I perpetuate this lie long enough, it might just come true. Which of course is total bullshit, but as long as I keep telling myself this, I'm ok. And even though I always promised to be honest with myself, I'm ok with lying about the fact that I got damaged.

So see? I'm stellar, independent, and still quite scotch.

well, there's no use crying over spilled milk I suppose.

Is it really July 4th? Everything has been such a blur lately ( Read more... )

This rain won't go away. I feel like summer hasn't even started. I'm so bored. And lonely.

My head hurts. Sorry banana, loud noise and 20 foot tom cruise just wasnt my thing tonight. its only 8 30 and i want to go to bed. thats sad.

life sucks right now.

im off to wallow in the suckiness.

Word of the day: WORK - what is consuming my life ( Read more... )