I've been waiting for this fic to update since Freshman year. I read the same chapters over and over again and it never fails to amaze me with the creativity you put into this fic. I remember waiting every single day after school for a new chapter and cry everytime you do. And then suddenly you stopped updating, and weeks became months, and months became a year. I've always thought "maybe i should stop waiting and forget about it" BUT THEN I had the BIGGEST heart attack when I saw you update it again and I called my friend on the phone and cried for 10 minutes straight. AND THE LAST CHAPTER MADE ME GO CRAZY THE FACT THAT ONEW SAID “You’re the one who doesn’t know! He’s going to be the end of us all! He left you once, what makes you think he won’t do it again,” MADE ME FUCKING ROLL ON THE GROUND AT THE FACT THAT JONGHYUN MET THEM BEFORE
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Can I, like, totally hug you? *CLINGU* Thank you so much for the wonderful comment! It has been quite the tough year or so~ This is the feedback that keeps this girl going. <3 I'm so happy you stuck around, there were moments in which I thought I would leave the story as is. ;-; I'm glad I'm stubborn though. Believe it or not, this chapter I started it last year. I've been writing bit by bit until I finally said, "Hey, its time to finish this baby." Especially now that I finished my term! XD
I CANNOT SAY IT ENOUGH LOL IM SO GLAD YOU WAITED~ I promise to make the wait worth it! <3 A lot of wonderful ideas have sprouted out from this story, including a special Tarot spread I will be posting soon based on the SHINee oracle cards I'm making. XD Where in Tarot, you know there's spreads that have lets say past, present, and the future- This special Circus of Illusions will be based on aspects that are lacking in one's personality. The positions in this case will be "Loss of Memory" "Identity" et cetera. OOPS I kinda started blabbing. XD
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Holy shit. This is awesome! I meant the goodies. The loss of reason - no wonder Onew was like that. -.-" I forgot what Minho lost. ......yeah. Thank you for continuing this fic! ^^
I'm glad you liked the goodies, lovely! I worked really hard with my "comeback". I felt horrible it had taken me so long to get back to writing this fic. I'm just glad I was able to get back on it! :)
Yes, Onew's character is one of my favorites to write as well as Key. They are all such tragic characters. Minho lost his self-expression. I promise to post his soon! <3 I'm working on a couple of other goodies for the next chapter. <3
Thank YOU for remembering this fic and reading the latest installment! *hugs*
Yup Lucy, the fact that you were able to type up this chapter, and do it so great, and upload it despite all the things going on in your life shows stregth of your character and that you are able to do it :) And I mean it when I say I cannot waittt the next chapters, I wonder how long is this gonna be, but ... the end when it comes will be greatest of all, im sure of it. Somehow, I can tell there's something great in the air :D
*hugs* I'm sorry for your dearest ones suddenly in hospital and yeah... :[ on Friday I'm leaving... I havent told you yet.. oh my, I havent told you? I'm going to Greece to visit a friend from college. I will be online tomorrow (thursday) evening and then probably not sooner than 11th of june. I shall send you a note elsewhere about it. *hugs* but I hope your mum and aunt will be alright lucyy <3
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*HUGS TIGHT* I really cannot thank you enough Joey. Sometimes I feel I really don't deserve such wonderful friends/readers, but it means the world to me. I don't believe this story is going to be too long, but at the same time I know there is much left to be answered. I'll see how it unravels. I wish I were more organized and structured like you in my writing, it is something I need to improve. I'm very much like the fool in the Tarot when it comes to writing, taking that leap of faith. XD But gosh, I'm so grateful for your input.
It's been crazy sweetie. But omg you're going to Greece!? THAT IS AMAZING. My mom's birthday is today so I haven't been home at all. I do hope you can somehow use internet over there because it would suck if we can't talk until June 11th. :( Thank you so much about mom and aunt, Joey. It has been so insane. Regardless, if we can't talk before the 11th, I will keep you updated through Facebook/Tumblr. <3
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ahem oops in my excitement i pressed reply somehow, but really thank you so much for the comment! I put so much of myself into this story and I hope to deliver again very soon!!!
Please do stick around! I know I take forever to update but I promise it'll be worth it! <3
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I read the same chapters over and over again and it never fails to amaze me with the creativity you put into this fic.
I remember waiting every single day after school for a new chapter and cry everytime you do. And then suddenly you stopped updating, and weeks became months, and months became a year.
I've always thought "maybe i should stop waiting and forget about it"
BUT THEN
I had the BIGGEST heart attack when I saw you update it again and I called my friend on the phone and cried for 10 minutes straight.
AND THE LAST CHAPTER MADE ME GO CRAZY
THE FACT THAT ONEW SAID “You’re the one who doesn’t know! He’s going to be the end of us all! He left you once, what makes you think he won’t do it again,” MADE ME FUCKING ROLL ON THE GROUND AT THE FACT THAT JONGHYUN MET THEM BEFORE ( ... )
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I CANNOT SAY IT ENOUGH LOL IM SO GLAD YOU WAITED~ I promise to make the wait worth it! <3 A lot of wonderful ideas have sprouted out from this story, including a special Tarot spread I will be posting soon based on the SHINee oracle cards I'm making. XD Where in Tarot, you know there's spreads that have lets say past, present, and the future- This special Circus of Illusions will be based on aspects that are lacking in one's personality. The positions in this case will be "Loss of Memory" "Identity" et cetera. OOPS I kinda started blabbing. XD ( ... )
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KSHDKSHDKHSKJHD YOU'RE SUCH A DOLL I CAN'T EVEN XDdskfhsdjkfhd <3 ( ... )
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This is awesome!
I meant the goodies.
The loss of reason - no wonder Onew was like that. -.-"
I forgot what Minho lost. ......yeah.
Thank you for continuing this fic! ^^
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Yes, Onew's character is one of my favorites to write as well as Key. They are all such tragic characters. Minho lost his self-expression. I promise to post his soon! <3 I'm working on a couple of other goodies for the next chapter. <3
Thank YOU for remembering this fic and reading the latest installment! *hugs*
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*hugs* I'm sorry for your dearest ones suddenly in hospital and yeah... :[ on Friday I'm leaving... I havent told you yet.. oh my, I havent told you? I'm going to Greece to visit a friend from college. I will be online tomorrow (thursday) evening and then probably not sooner than 11th of june. I shall send you a note elsewhere about it. *hugs* but I hope your mum and aunt will be alright lucyy <3 ( ... )
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I really cannot thank you enough Joey. Sometimes I feel I really don't deserve such wonderful friends/readers, but it means the world to me. I don't believe this story is going to be too long, but at the same time I know there is much left to be answered. I'll see how it unravels. I wish I were more organized and structured like you in my writing, it is something I need to improve. I'm very much like the fool in the Tarot when it comes to writing, taking that leap of faith. XD But gosh, I'm so grateful for your input.
It's been crazy sweetie. But omg you're going to Greece!? THAT IS AMAZING. My mom's birthday is today so I haven't been home at all. I do hope you can somehow use internet over there because it would suck if we can't talk until June 11th. :( Thank you so much about mom and aunt, Joey. It has been so insane. Regardless, if we can't talk before the 11th, I will keep you updated through Facebook/Tumblr. <3 ( ... )
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I THOUGHT YOU WOULDN'T FINISH THIS FIC AND I WAS REALLY SAD THIS IS SO INTERESTING AND GOOD AND WELL WRITTEN LSDIJFAPSDOÑLFIJALÑSDF cries
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NO WORRIES IM BACK AND IM GOING TO TRY MY BEST TO KEEP ON TRACK~
*CRIES WITH YOU*
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Please do stick around! I know I take forever to update but I promise it'll be worth it! <3
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I HAVEN'T READ IT YET
UGH FEELINGS
WAIT
Save this spot for me.
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AND YES BBGURL THIS SPOT IS ALL YOURS <3333333
I CANNOT HELP BUT FEEL TINGLE TINGLES ALL OVER ;DDD
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