well i've been through a lot of let-downs in the past couple months, but this one hit me like a big speeding truck. he never called like he said he would. so im left here wondering about all the questions thats were asked just 2 nights before. Was that hour and and half all wasted that night? I'm starting to think so ( Read more... )

Today was gorgeous! i got home from school and put on a pair of shorts and a t-shirt! Jessi-mi-ca called me and asked if i wanted to come and get ice cream with her and zak, which of course i can't put down an offer like that, so we went and got ice cream :) and then went to the trinborn farm.. or whatever its called. lol. none of the barns were ( Read more... )

Though it looks as if it's over ( Read more... )

so yesterday i went to the mall. i was doing good until i saw >him<. i'll never forget that face he gave me when he first saw me.... heard "2 steps behind", went up on the highway, found my bowling for soup cd. seems like everything is signaling towards >him<. i wish it wouldn't cuz it hurts...if you read this, i want to >apologize< for everything ( Read more... )

I realized how sappy and sad the last entry sounded, so i decided to write a new one. The record company that my cousins are in is Streetanthemrecords.com . I'm starting to make a Xanga and one of the bands that they help out is my opening music. i'll post the link on here sometime soon when i get the site up and running. checking out drum sets ( Read more... )

Honestly, i wonder why i even care anymore. I need to stop all contact with >him< for awhile... Then i'll be good >i think< been writing a lot lately. can't wait till i get drums. steph comes home tomorrow along with zak. i missed everyone. spring break was a failure... didn't do much. i want summer so bad. I kinda want to take some kinda summer ( Read more... )

Well, today i was on the go from morning till night. I woke up >late< and then i had to clean up the house, went to the SaC to work out a bit. Im extremely sore. i think i did a little too much. And then i went tanning >im getting tan again! yay!< and then i went to drop my dad off at my grandparents house. then i went to get my hair cut, from ( Read more... )

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hello there. Lately things have been good. Lauren and I were gunna go to the zoo tomorrow, but shes busy with homework and track and work and such, so we'll have to pick another day, but we are most definitely giong to the warped tour together, which is awesome! :) We're getting our tickets some time very soon. I got my hair done tonight and it has ( Read more... )

happy easter every one ( Read more... )