I had never received flowers at work......until last night :)

josh sent me this beautiful bouquet of roses.

The roses are pink, red, and white. *sigh* they are so ~*~pretty~*~

Thank you Joshua David <3 ( Read more... )

i ate ice cream tonight with skye at tasty twist..

you know, that ice cream place across from the hospital...

where guys that drive orange cars like to bump Jewel songs..

and fat kids cross railroad tracks..

and ex-best friends work..

the ice cream was good,

thanks for asking.

i have some left over if you want it.

that is all

thank you

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ok, josh said that i never update my journal unless i'm mad about something. so here i am updating when i'm not mad about anything ( Read more... )

so basically, i ruined josh's birthday. leave it to me to fuck things up.

josh, i'm sorry. i'm sorry that i made your 23rd birthday a piece of shit before it even started.

i dont know what to do any more than you do ( Read more... )

i fucking hate livejournal

thats my update, fuck it

krish told me to update ( Read more... )

i found out today that my grandpa has cancer....lung and bone cancer.

how fucking great

*i'm gonna put on a smile and pretend like everything in my life is okay*

thats my life right now. oh yeah, i love you joshua...you are my backbone<3

i dont have a ton of time to update, so i'm gonna make this quick. today i felt like crap, but not as much as i did last night. for the past couple nights, i have been nauseous and just icky. right now, i do not feel like that. i'm happy :) so i just got done taking an online extra credit quiz for my speech class...its timed...we're allowed 30 ( Read more... )

why can't i have what other people have. i want to have like 500 friends that i meet from school. i wish i didn't live at home and go to lcc. i want to get out and meet people. i want a normal college kid's life. i want to have roommates. i want to experience the dorms. i want to have the chance to join a sorority, even though i never would. i feel ( Read more... )