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[cheerchicadee]

I've come to realize that I don't have n-e friends, not n-e 'real' friends. I try and be a good friend, I try and be a good person and what do I get? Nothing except treated like crap.

I wish I had gotten this out last night because I had s omuch more that I needed to say but I can't think of it now

They all say 'oh we're your friends you can talk

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[cheerchicadee]

I don't think she meant for you to sit with other people while leaving some people sitting all by their self. You say you never asked me to save seats for you guys, but I bet if I didn't you guys would get all angsty, and that's why every week you guys are like 'were's your stuff'. I said hi to you when you walked in and I was behind the bar serving pizza and then I said hi when I sat down other than that I don't remember you say hi to me, you may have said and I didn't hear you but that's not my fault. I wanted to say something last night but I couldn't, I had to leave right a way. I'm sowwie you had alot on your mind, but you're not the only one with stuff going on. I mean you guys didn't even think for a second how it would make me feel that all of you just kinda left me? N-e ways, I'm outie...

[cheerchicadee]

It's not that I got offended it's just that I was hurt that I got left to sit all alone. "Friends" don't do that. It would have atleast been polite to come back and tell me that you guys were sitting some where else, that would have prevented this whole thing. but again...

[xunluckystarsx]

I know this is gona be obnoxious, and I have no place to say anything, but I'm gona stick my head in anyways.

Look I know it was upseting, and everyone hates to be alone, but its in the past now, theres nothing you can do to change it. God forgives the biggest of mistakes as much as they hurt him, I mean Jesus died for them, and you two are bickering over something so small and so stupid. Or maybe thats how I see it.

Its done you can't change it, its over, it may have hurt but you're gona hurt, its part of life. You can forgive and forget and move on as friends. Or you can bicker more and waste time you could be spending doing something else, like making new friends, or spending time togeather to be better friends.

- Ashton

[xunluckystarsx]

Yes it is the same Ashton, funny how things go. I use to be Sarahs best friend, but times change just as people do.

[kels_is_waiting]

yeah. I know. Any way, how have you been? I heard you were almost engaged!

Do you remember me....?