i am so 'uber frusterated

[cheerchicadee]

OMG!!! ok, my cheerleading coach is being a total butthead! I called her today to ask her something about competition which is saturday (which i think is stupid b/c it's mother's day weekend). but ne ways, she was like all snapping at me saying stuff like "well yea but a lot of things have changed!" i don't know how much could change when i've only

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[kels_is_waiting]

well, maybe she was just having a bad day. you ca't take everything personal. ya know?

[cheerchicadee]

it wasn't that. because she's done stuff like this before. i've dealt with her crap for 3 years. she likes to think she can walk all over me because i don't usually stand up for myself. but last night when she started on me I actually stood up for myself for once. I think it surprised her. She was trying to say that these other people that i guess took my spot last friday because i wasn't there had a choice if they wanted to build or keep doing what they were doing in the routine. she was trying to say that they group never got to build and that it was their choice. i finally actually stood up for myself and told her "i've only missed one practice, i don't think it's very fair that when i miss one practice i'm automaticly getting replaced when some people missed 2 or 3 practices in a row and don't get in trouble at all." she's done stuff like this to me for the past 3 years. she just thinks she can get away with it because i don't usually stand up for myself.

[kels_is_waiting]

well, no you know that you have to start standing up for yourself.

[cheerchicadee]

it's not as easy as just being able to do that. well not for me at least. i always feel that when i do i'm being rude, especially when it's to adults. like when i did it on friday, when i stood up for myself with my coach i thought i was gona be in so much trouble with my mom, because i thought i was being so rude by saying something.