I found myself wrong again ( Read more... )

Well if you wanted honesty, That's all you had to say ( Read more... )

eh~past few dayz have sucked, just keeps gettin harder. i was smiling. to bad. i miss that now. guyz can really mess with ure minds. lying to you, making u feel special. then u find out they didnt mean it. at all. well, u start to think that after a while atleast. i think i have to move on. AGAIN. i finally moved on from my ex. but now nothings ( Read more... )

life sux once again. everything was gettin so much better for a little bit tho. i thought i would finally have a guy that i would really like and would really wanna be with me. then i hear shit. :(~ then my mom has to be such a bitch. cuz "im so self centered and i dont deserve friends or boyfriends and im the reason her life is like a lining hell ( Read more... )

Take it back, take it all back now ( Read more... )

last night. very dramatic for me. thank god for my shelby that makes everything better! i had very many different emotions last night. confused, upset, bawling my eyez out... (that one lasted the longest sadly) til finally so happy i coulda done my backhandspring! lol! (long story)today was as usual pretty boring tho. 2nd period we had a meeting ( Read more... )

*i havent written lately bc i havent felt like tellin every1 how i feel. yeah it has been pretty sucky. good news has hapened. (rarely, but that doesnt mean it didnt?!? lol) lot more bad than good, but ya kno. lots of tears, fights, stress, and a few more broken things... (not JUST my heart) eh~ sometimes, i get, a little TO stressed out. lol! ( Read more... )

ok so the past few days... well more like the past few weeks, but whos countin ne wayz! lol! today was prolly the worst day for me tho. everything just came so quick and it all piled up.. and i got soo stressed i had no idea what to do. i thought bout a few things.. when i told my friends they freaked out tho! it was just somethin, but i think im ( Read more... )

yeah today was... as usual... one of the worst days of my life. i will get over this tho. i dont need it. but then why cant i stop crying. thats all i ever do, is cry. ots pathetic.. im like a baby... here i go again....crying..again.... and the worst part about it is... no noe even cares.....

Sunday~ ill just make this one short and sweet.....sunday i wanted to go shoppin with kel, but mom sed the rodes were to bad. we foguht alot. and then i cleaned like the whole house. later i went to youth ground and spent the night at morgans with shelby! it was fun! we had some UNFORGETABLE moments didnt we girls?!? hehe ( Read more... )