ok so im retarded and looked at nathans myspace for the first time in like 3 weeks, i dont know why but i did, and his song gave me chills for some weird ass reason... its "hurt" by johnny cash. i loveeeeeeeeee that song since the first time i heard that version a couple years ago and i went and looked at the lyrics and it just fits him so perfect ( Read more... )

nathan IMed me to ask me a simple question about tanning tonight cause he "figured i would know." who does he think he is?! after everything he did he thinks its ok to just IM me and act all friendly and expect me to be friendly back?! and it was so weird... I got this like sudden rush of anger and weird feelings. i just wanted to hit something. i ( Read more... )

"Another Day" - RENT (this is only bits and pieces ( Read more... )

Why are you still single?
By Jerusha Stewart

You know you’re a catch... so why are you flying solo? These silent love saboteurs may be to blame-here’s how to get past them.

So you really and truly want to be in a relationship but find yourself singing solo in the shower? Do you know you’re a great catch but can’t figure out why you’re not paired ( Read more... )

Ya know what one of the worst feelings in the world is... when your sitting at Coney Island at 4:30am after a night of partying on a typical Saturday night, and someone brings out their cell phone and shows you a video of you doing bad things at a party from that Friday night... and you have no recolection what so ever of those actions. That ( Read more... )

This is the first Valentines day I have been alone in 5 years... fucking sucks... fuck love... fuck all you happy people holding hands and buying gifts for eachother and kissing all night just because you can cause its Valentines day... had plans with Amanda tonight for my friends to tkae us out to dinner and she decided to hoe me out and not tell ( Read more... )

i cry alot.... its not healthy... fuck valentines day

So its 5am and Nathan is calling me and leaving me voice mails saying things like "I never wanted to spend the rest of my life with you" "Your stupid, your rediclous." "This is between me and you stop fucking causing more drama and draggin my friends into it and spreading rumors about me." Which is funny seeing how i dont give a shit and havent ( Read more... )

i just cant stop crying... livejournal has turned into my closest friend lately... i just cant stop crying... im so hurt... and so betrayed... i dont know what to do with myself... i cant believe this... i dont think its still set in... i just cant stop crying ( Read more... )

i have never felt pain like this in my entire life.... nathan has spent the past 2 weeks kissing my fucking ass and sptting me every line in the book about how he has "changed" and he will wait forvever because he LOVES me...... NOW I FUCKING FIND OUT HE HAS BEEN FUCKING YET ANOTHER GIRL BEHIND MY BACK THAT I DIDNT KNOW ABOUT... first thing i asked ( Read more... )