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[cheeremolover]

hi!!! i talked to her and she was pissed. and i got pissed too but iam alright. yup. i mean i know i fucked up but she did too. iam willing to forgive her but she doesnt want to. i hope she does though but meanwhile i cant do anything at all. atleast i got to talk to talk to her and now i know she is fine. yup so how is everyone? i hope you guys

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[_eljay]

tell her she's ugly and to stop being a whiney and obnoxious drama queen.

[drmsbynght2141]

really sorry to hear that?? What exactly happened?? Well if she is a friend this will just be a little hill that you guys must climb over....it shouldn't hurt your friendship at all....if it is a true friendship??

[cheeremolover]

well thats what i use to think but i dont know. i mean i know i have fucked up but she has too. i mean she has told me soo many times that she will always be there and i will always be her best friend no matter what but i mean she hasnt proved it to me. and she wants me to prove things when she cant give me a chance. i wish she did. i would change for her. i love her soo much. but she thinks iam lieing. soo she doesnt trust me soo yeah. i dont think things are gonna get better but lets hope. ill pray

[drmsbynght2141]

Well if friends don't have faith in you to change and be a better person(which im sure there is nothing wrong with you to begin with) then they are not friends! Find someone that will cherish your friendship for who you are, and now who they want you to be!! Take care girlie and I don't know you that much but you can always come to me for advice!

temporary

[psychometalhead]

its just a temporary thing dude. mercedes wants some space and well you should use some space too. you guys could have some time to think stuff over. well laters "nicole". love ya -~bar/bra~-

hey it's Trischa

[gimme_them_tots]

denise look, okay I was just told about what's going on right now and look, for now I think the best thing for u to do is to leave her alone, because no matter how much ur trying right now, ur kinda making it worse, and ur getting hurt because of it u know? and like it sux to call u on the phone and hear u all sad, so if u really want to fix it, just give her some time and eventually you'll see that you guys will most likely miss eachother and that's when u guys can work things out. and like denise I hate to tell u this, but mercedes has given u a lot of chances. u have given her a lot of chances too though. so I guess she just got tired of it first because it gets frusterating after a while, u know that so yeah... I know u might get mad at me for writing this to you, but for now that's the best thing to do and I really don't know how else to put it. just try not to get urself hurt or feel bad anymore, and try not to feel so sorry for urself because ur better than that. u know better than to feel sorry for urself, and it's

Re: hey it's Trischa

[cheeremolover]

hum yeah well its easy for you to say to leave her alone. but whatever. iam tired too. i mean i love her but iam begging her too much. yeah what i dont understand is that you support her but not me. you havent been there for me trish. you say that ive been a great friend to you if i have you would atleast try to call and talk to me to see if i was ok or something. and the last time you called me you knew i wasnt doing good. and you said you would call me back and you didnt.so thanx sure shows that you really do love me.and you make it seem like if you know mercedes soo much. you probably do. today barbra almost got pissed at me so i got pissed and she said sorry and listened to my side of the story. but whatever like she says whatever denise let me be. well i hope after this i get stronger. and i just hope there will be somthing out there for me that will care no matter what. i dont want love to have conditions. i just want them to love me for who iam and for whatever. and yeah there has to be times when they will get mad and shit but

Re: hey it's Trischa

[gimme_them_tots]

okay... I just wrote an entire thing and the fucking internet earased it. well I'll write a shorter version: I'm really sorry I hurt u by what I said...some of the things u wrote there were really wise and I'm glad u figured them out. u can't say that I'm the only one that's not there for u because it's not like u ever call me to see what's up either, just that once. stop acting like I WANT for u guys not to talk, because u know that's not how it is. denise u need to stop and think about how ur hurting people and not just about how they're hurting u. and I'm not only talking about how u just hurt me, I'm talking about the other's you've been hurting because ur angry about mercedes. well that's all I have to say since it seem to be so EASY for u to just not talk to me and act like I don't even exsist anymore.

Re: hey it's Trischa

[cheeremolover]

whatever trisha!!really thanx just if your not gonna say anything nice just dont tell me anything. what the hell firt people say i think about the other people too much and then people say i think about myself too much.hum? well well. seriously thanx for everything. ever since you started hanging out with us everything changed.