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if anyone hears from joel or whatever, tell him to contact me. i've tried but i havent been able to get a hold of him. im getting kinda worried.

hmm... yeah i think im gonna close my livejournal account. i get pretty damn irrational when i get upset and i need to learn to control that. an entry or so back, i said a bunch of shit. im not gonna erace it, im not gonna make excuses. i do owe an appology though. this entry is public, no hiding shit. i said a bunch of shit, and sadly, it took me ( Read more... )

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well, we're over. a day before our relationship turned 10 months, we're officially over.. i want to thank everyone who was there for me.. and thanks to those who turned against me. fuck you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BALLARD!

chris
steph?
brian
nick?
will
annie
ballard
ellie
caitlyn?
steff
matt
jill
ryan
jay?
alex
jared
mike
harvey
heather
george
brent
James
Amanda
irene?
jill?
ryan's g/f

the final count i guess

i may cancle the party. so many people are cancling out on it.

So! i got a new layout. what do you all think?