A Vicious Memory of the Future, no not vicious, well maybe, but gut-wrenching, not understanding...

[cheesemenolikey]

confusing, disorientation, heart-stomping, disbelief, lonliness, disorientation (I said that already), sadness.  An overwhelming sadness, too.

I had a really interesting dream last night.  And I'm really grateful that I got to dream through it for a while.  My mom woke me at around 10 and I had been moer just thinking about the dream then actually

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[scarletartx]

you say you recognize the groom? quien es? who is he?

i like the green, it suits you well(:

[over_the_moon89]

wow, how bizarre/fascinating/interesting.

i had a dream about a wedding too a couple of nights ago. this inspires me, i think i'll go LJ-entry that.

p.s i like your use of color. even if the story is unclear, the feeling of it moves. does that make any sense?

and i'm with megan... who's the lucky lad? lol.

[cheesemenolikey]

haha 0=D none of you know him. he's kind of a what-might-have-happened that I haven't really gotten over, if there really was anything to get over. i was reminded of him yesterday and that might have been the trigger

it's very interesting though, going back and reading it. the colors definitely still stick out in my memory and i remember this clearly, thanks to the fact that i wrote it down.

but that feeling of complete sadness consumed me as I wrote it, almost as though I infused this entry with my emotions. I can't even explain WHY I'm so sad, i just am. Reading back makes the feeling come back just as strong as before. I had been feeling better, happier, my sister had her party and I talked with some of her/my mutual friends and sarah came over and we talked and caught up.

this is turning into an entry...isn't it. :)