why do I still. love. him.? it's been like, 5 years. is it guilt? is it really love? is it just lust? why do i get so nervous when he's in the room, let alone when he's near me? why do i get so happy when we talk? god, i get so flustered when he focuses those gorgeous blue-with-the-green-flecks eyes on me. i feel like i'm constantly saying or doing
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