Another random thought

[cheezonastick]

So, I started ranting about those online dating sites on my latest MySpace bulletin... I guess I'd like to know: how the hell do you "get to know someone" online? For all you know it's some ugly fat guy scratchin' his nuts as he talks to you, and then when you finally "love him" he dumps you. Wow, that dating service was great

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[sanctioneddream]

Interesting that you say all that because about 6 years ago I started talking to this boy online thanks to eCrush.com, and yesterday we finally met...

So I guess that makes me pathetic, eh?

[cheezonastick]

No, actually, and I'm sorry this sounded that way.

On my MySpace comment I was ranting about people that repost bulletins because of the whole "OMG, ur dad will DIE!!1!!1!!" kind of thing and then there was like a huge revolt against me for saying it and someone sent me that they listened to it and had good luck and started talking about these dating sites.

TRANSLATION: I'm just pissy and being a jackass today. It's one of those days I'm so sick of people and just need someone to slap me then give me a hug. It's been a terrible week and it's only getting worse.

[sanctioneddream]

Oh... well in that case.

::SLAP!!!!::

::Hug::

better?

[cheezonastick]

As much as I'd love to say yes... no. When you keep finding out that more and more of the last year of your life was just a complete joke and game to other people, it really just sucks and makes you lose not only faith but trust in everyone... I'm just.... grrrrrr.......... I mean, it's gotten me down enough that I haven't eaten in three days now, and believe me, I'm already thin enough I don't want to lose more weight, but I just don't even have the will power to eat lately... I dunno, I need to do something but what that is I have no idea.