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So far gone, I'm already back.
So.. I haven't been so emotionally stable these last couple weeks. What with my mom confronting my sexuality.. and my then denying it.
My friends falling in 'like' with me. And some obsessing.
My silly little 'mistakes.'
My inability to say no, or be mean to people.
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I <3 my new dentist!
Turns out I had an abcess. Yay for me. They 'extracted' two teefs. And they have some sorta game plan for filling in the spot with a permanent fixture.. I was just doped outta my gourd on novacaine and laughing gas. So I don't remember.
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For the last couple days I've been in unimaginable pain caused by a fucking toothache. It's my back molar, and I think my wisdom tooth is pushing some of my other teeth outta alignment. All this is causing severe headaches. It's amazing I'm even on here typing.. as I can think of nothing other than this pain.
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This week and the next. Crazy mixed up schedule.
Okay. SO my week isn't going how I was told it was going to go. I thought I'd be doing fencing, but guess I'm not. I think that's for next week. It concerns me though. Next Monday I want to and told Karen I'd help her move stuff. I hope my dad doesn't get a wild hair up his butt about it. He can be annoying like that sometimes.
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Poem/Song
Go ahead and tell me how it is. I'll let you see through my eyes. You'll only go blind.
Go ahead and tell me how it is. I'll let you hear through my ears. And You'll hear no more.
Go ahead and tell me how it is. I'll let you speak through my mouth. You're lips will seal shut.
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I watched Pan's Labyrinth last night. It was AWESOME!
A great movie. Subtitles don't bother me.
Umm.. fencing crapola is to be done.
I'm trying to ignore my drama, and distracting myself has become easier.
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these last five days.. plus pancakes.
Saturday: I woke up at 5pm because my friend Morgan called all distressed like. She needed someone to talk to, and wanted to know if she and I could hang out. SO I arranged things with my dad, and I had him drive me into town to meet up with her. The initial idea was to only hang out for a few hours and then she'd drive me home. But as it got ( Read more... ) -
Anklets don't go on cankles.. They just don't.
Today, nothing happened. Nothing really, anyhow. Played hide-and-go-seek. ^_ ( Read more... ) -
Southern accents are hot if you actually happen to also be smart..
I keep reassuring myself I'm wanted in this world. People love me. Are happy because I'm here. But I can't help but feeling so alone ( Read more... ) -
Leave me be, and I'll go nowhere. Talk me up, and I'll break down. Carry me, and I'll follow. ^_^
Okie. SO it's about time I updated this, again ( Read more... )