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Starting over, part deux.5
...Sometimes life throws you all kinds of curves, pulls the rug out from under you, and generally huffs and puffs and blows your house down. It's at times like these, when you finally reach a point of surrender, look up at the sky, and say "Ok universe, you've hit me in the head with a brick. Now what?" You know there must be some reason everything ( Read more... ) -
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Its Saturday morning and I'm sitting here drinking my coffee and vaguely listening to the VH1 countdown on TV. I've been feeling more lost as the days go by. Being unemployed again (those wonderful corporate financial reorganization events that are so popular these days don't you know), trying to sell a house I don't need or want anymore in a ( Read more... ) -
Where to go from here....
My Monday seems to be carrying over into the rest of my week. Now I seem to be pissing of friends and possible friends with an unintentional ease thats astounding to witness. Wish I had a money...maybe I'd buy a bus ticket to nowhere in particular, just somewhere where no one knows anyone and no one wants to either. Wonder if I'm to old to join the ( Read more... ) -
A Monday, is a Monday, is a Monday........
Yep...It's happened again....the demon of corporate downsizing has risen and thrust its pitchfork into my ass once again. Oddly enough, that isn't even the part that bothers me. Its the fact that after fighting traffic for two hours to get to work, my pointy haired boss tells me we need to have a meeting, but that I should go ahead and get myself ( Read more... ) -
What to do....
..A dying man lays on the sidewalk, moaning and asking for help.....do I walk on by, ignoring his pleas....do I call for help and give him a chance to live another day....perhaps I sit and watch him dying, never saying anything, just staring and seeing the life running out of him.....should I ask him how it feels...dying with an audience, uncaring ( Read more... ) -
If I had only known...
Girlfriend 5.0 to Wife 1.0 ( Read more... ) -
Where to go from here
Once again I find myself wondering what I want from the lifestyle. Their are so many facets to my wants, needs, and desires. Some are caring and giving. I really enjoy taking newer people by the hand and introducing them to the almost unlimited possibilities of alternative lifestyles and relationships. It makes me feel good helping other people ( Read more... ) -
The journey continues
So I haven't posted for awhile. It has been a difficult transition back into the world of the single after 2+ years as a part of a Poly family. I thank all my friends who have been supportive, but not overbearing. It has helped immeasurably. I've started to reach out to new people, that is how you get to know them if I recall, but I don't know what ( Read more... )