unbearable

[chelc05]

Tomorrow is the memorial and everyone keeps asking me if I am going to be able to do my speech tomorrow. That's not even a question. I AM doing the speech. She was my Mother and since no one eles that was really close to her (i.e brother, mother, father, husband) can stop crying to do it I know that  just gives me another boost to go up there and

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[shatterxsilence]

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chelsea
I love you with all of my heart
I wish I could do something to fix this
I wish I could do anything for you.
My family&I are always here for you.
we love you

we'll definitely be there tomorrow to support you.

♥

[shameless587]

I just wanted you to know. That my mom sends her love as well. She wants you to know that if you ever need a place to stay she has an extra bedroom in the RO house. I know you probably had a ton of people saying that, but i wanted you to know how much we care about you. You don't have to always keep it in. It will eat you up inside, and it's okay to show how you feel, because all your friends and family are here for you to help litten the load. I know you can do the speech, because you are great at pretending to be okay. You are such a beautiful young lady and i am blessed to have met your mom. I remember you telling mw how much she thought of me and it made me see that i haven't been their for you like before, and it happened when i started working nights. I pray that you are okay and i promise that i'm always here for you to help you through life and i know that in the end you are one of the few people i will stay close with as an adult. You mean so much to me and you are an amazing person. I'm so glad i've got to be part

[shameless587]

lighten***

[llady318]

In response to your question "why

[annie4854]

chelsea..my greatest sympathy
im sorry

[jamis07]

Chelsea, you know im here if you need anything. sorry about everything that has happend and hope things get better. call me if you need something or anything.