Oh man...

May 14, 2005 20:05

Not doing so good.. at all. I often think what in the world happened for things to get like this? I am twenty-years old and I hate life. Kinda extreme? You wouldn't think so if you knew how I felt everyday when I wake up. The only thing I look forward to is graduating and moving far away. I often contemplate moving far away right now.. just getting ( Read more... )

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jupitersson May 15 2005, 04:02:18 UTC
I miss you...I'll be in Boston for the summer :( you should come visit

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jabbajobbydo May 15 2005, 05:06:08 UTC
whoa killer slow down...Just because we dont hang as much like we did when we almost shared the same schedule at good ole' N trip doesn't mean that I dont think of you as a friend. And, for that matter I would hope that you were still my friend. I told you that at anytime you could give me a call and we'd hang, so take the opportunity and live it up. There's no point to being depressed and feeling unwanted, maybe like you said, its time for a chance. I definitely dont feel that your significant other is playing a positive role towards your feelings, but then again it might be that he isn't a person that you should consider boyfriend material. Remember, your only twenty years old, theres still a lot out there to consider and you'll find true happiness, just take a gander. Trust me :) Speaking as a friend, I feel your happiness is more important than success.

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jabbajobbydo May 15 2005, 05:08:06 UTC
P.S. How did you like whacky conversation with Bobby, what a fucking quack, lol

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So.... Yeah anonymous May 17 2005, 16:11:42 UTC
Chels...
Don't ever feel alone... you know where I'm at... but the last few times we planned to do anything... it didn't work out... like the whole lunch thing... I called you and you weren't home... but what can ya do...

- Chris

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anonymous May 31 2005, 11:54:53 UTC
its not as bad as you think it is things will change if you make a change but if you stay with the same boyfriend that is no good for you and treats you like shit then nothings going to change you need to make the changes as hard as they may be before you'll see a change in your life maybe try not getting up to take him to work and just ignor him for a day and see how it makes him feel.. actions speak louder then words

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