There really is no life to be lead after you finish the fourth book.

I don't even know what to do with myself right now.

You can call me crazy, but I know for a fact that there are other people out there that feel the same way. So don't even judge me.

I miss Edward =(

Ooh
Standing by a broken tree
Her hands are all twisted,
She's pointing at me,
I was damned by the light comin'
Over all as she
Spoke with a voice that,
disrupted the sky.
She said,
"Hold on lover, yeah,
don't be ashamed.
I will wrap you in my arms
and always stay
let me sign,
let me sign."

I have this obsession ( Read more... )

soooo. i wrote him an email. and pretty much said everything that i had said in my last entry. he read it yesterday, but never responded. and never called me. and it kind of put me in an even worse mood about things ( Read more... )

and i wish that i could tell you that.
and i wish things hadn't happened the way they did.
and i wish she hadn't gotten in the way.
and the new season of grey's anatomy is on.
and it's not the same without you.
you were my person.
i want my person back =(

Go to www. urbandictionary. com and type in your answer to each question in the search box, then write a definition it gives you ( Read more... )

Tell me i'm wrong when I say
I can't expect you to stay forever with me
I live for the single moment

So I know I dont actually have any friends on here because i never use it.

and no one reads it anyways.

but i just needed a less private place to say

im really scared.
and even though i dont beleive in it.
someone should pray for me or something =/

bahahahha. this is laughable.

anyway.
errands tonight.
Work in the morning.
Kelly at night.

ps. =) =) =) =) about the last part.

I love my friends. and the new fallout boy. they are life.

I have never been this disgusted. Hurt. Or sick. in my life.