Today is a perfect ending to a shitty week. This week my stepfather received a 24 hour notice to get out of his house. His house has been foreclosed. So he calls me at the last damn minute and asks me to come help him clear out his house. Keep in mind that he doesn't do a damn thing for us and expects us to help him. Keep in mind that he also ( Read more... )

I just got home from shopping and it was fun. I bought all the groomsmen's gifts today. I picked out little beer mugs that are shot glasses. They all have a slab of silver on the front and I had the guys' names engraved on them. My brother's name is C.J. but my kids have always called him tee tah so I had that engraved on his. I'm so excited ( Read more... )

Yeah I went to a club last night and got drunk. Boy, did that feel great. It was nice to not have to be a mommy for a while. Me, Justin, my friend Jaime and her "friend" Leo went to a bar/club in downtown Lakeland called Hurricane Alley. They played wonderful booty music that is the music of my soul, I drank buttery nipple shots and beer until ( Read more... )

We're paying the last bit on our honeymoon today and I'm so excited about that. We "won" a vacation to the Bahamas so we're using it as our honeymoon. Turns out when we "won" this vacation we had to pay about $500 to use it. We figured that would ultimately be cheaper than finding something ourselves. Its a 4 day 3 night trip to the Bahamas. ( Read more... )

When I clean my house, I think. Sometimes during this time I come up with wonderful solutions to problems that seem unsolvable and other times I dwell on things that I can't change. This morning I became re-pissed over some things. I find it so frustrating that my family really isn't interested in my wedding. The planning, the ceremony, the ( Read more... )

Well, I found out that my mom was bailed out of jail by my stepdad the same day she was locked up. Yeah, I'm sure she learned her lesson. Actually the day after she was released she went job-hunting. I guess she needed a little jail time to kick her in the ass ( Read more... )

Yes, my mother was arrested yesterday for violating her probation. Doesn't that sound strange, my mom is in jail. Try saying that to yourself and see how it feels. Yeah I guess part of her probation was that she get a job and that hasn't happened yet. You may be wondering, "why is her mother on probation to begin with?" Well, I'll tell you. ( Read more... )

Yeah so we went to the monster truck thing and I have to admit, I had some fun. I think seeing my kids have fun helped me along and I was also excited about them seeing something they had never seen. Both of my children were laughing, cheering, clapping and asking me a million questions. And it was nice not having my youngest baby with me. She' ( Read more... )

So hopefully today will be better than the past two. I went to the tanning bed this morning to start my wedding day tan. I'm excited about that because being tan just makes me feel healthier, sexier and thinner, if that makes any sense. Maybe it just feels good to do something for myself where I can leave my kids at home!! Thats probably it. ( Read more... )