it's amazing how incredibly depressing it is not having anything to do. i wanted to go bowling or to the cheap show to celebrate last night, but nobody wanted to do that. the exciting news is i lost 40 pounds since i went into the hospital. it's nothing huge, but it's a start. i'm just so incredibly tired of fighting and waiting. i just want my car ( Read more... )

fuck you, yep you, you know who you are ( Read more... )

i'm gonna update i'm just tired right now
love,
chelle

Happy 4th of july everyone!! nothing special going on here, i worked this morning and now i'm home and i don't have anything to do..i'll know later when katie calls me to tell me if everyone is doing something or not. i haven't seen ashley nicky or samantha in SOOOOOOO long i miss you girls. i think i'm going through friend withdrawal lol. well i'm ( Read more... )

nothing really to update on cuz i haven't been doing ANYTHING but working..but it's really good when you see that paycheck. =o) well randy has had my car for more than a week...i'm getting aggervated..just fucking fix it ya know...i'm really bored right now i need something to do and someone to do it with ( Read more... )

nothing special to update on. it's so funny how someone can just totally be rude to you, and people accept it. i honestly am not gonna go into it, but it's funny. i understand when i'm NOT wanted around..i GET the hint ( Read more... )

Yesterday was rough....my aunt died a few days ago, she wasin her 70's, but still that's young...i thought i would be able to make it with out crying, but when my aunt theresa hugged me i thought i wouldn't make it out of there with a dry face. she wouldn't let me go...i really didn't know many people there, i knew jennie and george,margaret, my ( Read more... )

nothing new right now.....it looks like the world is going to end out there ( Read more... )

Today is the day... a few years ago...if you don't know, then you don't know me as well as you think..but this is the song that i first heard when i found out..and still cry to it every time ( Read more... )

i REALLY don't feel like updating this so all i want to say is ( Read more... )