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The "I've come to realize" survey.
Just do it!
1. I've come to realize that, my last ex:
was a great guy. I've always known that. He, overall, made up one of the best times in my life. But he's changed a ton. Many people say for the better, but I have to disagree. When I talk to him, I see someone who is more arrogant than before and that concerns me. Mostly because it was his humble side that I fell in love with and it was what got me through our breakup.
2. I've come to realize that, when I talk:
I say "I'm sorry" too much. Really, I apologize too much in every day speech!
3. I've come to realize that I love:
the idea of being settled and the idea of adventure equally. I'm not sure how I am going to level that one out.
4. I've come to realize that my best friend(s):
are those that can make fun of me without me getting upset over it..
5. I've come to realize that I've lost:
over 20lbs since January!
6. I've come to realize that I hate:
rejection. Duh. I have no self-esteem.
7. I've come to realize that marriage:
is representative of the life I've never known. And therefore, I want it even more.
9. I've come to realize that I'll always be:
in need of a change. I cant stand long term routines.
11. I've come to realize that the last time I truly cried was:
last night when it all came together.
12. I've come to realize that my cell phone:
is very sad compared to my friends' phones! It's pretty much empty!
13. I've come to realize that I'm currently:
going through some form of quater life crisis plus dealing with extreme anxiety and stress.
14. I've come to realize that before I go to sleep at night I:
constantly pray that Joe is with me, and if he is, I force him to kiss me on the forehead.
15. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about:
all the jobs I have to apply for.
16. I've come to realize that I get on MySpace:
never. I deleted it months ago.
17. I've come to realize that today:
was full of highs and lows, and that I better get used to that.
18. I've come to realize that tonight:
will be full of popcorn, Biggest Loser, crunches, lesson plans, applications and Season 3 of The Office
19. I've come to realize that school is:
almost done. THANK GOD.
20. I've come to realize that tomorrow:
is another day. But, with every day done, I can take one off my calender. So now the countdown is at 19 days of student teaching and 40 days till graduation.