wow im postin alot lately. considering that i like never post! last night was quite fun. i hung out with deb again. however it sucked cuz she didnt have the car. but thats ok we went hot tubbin at the community pool. it was nice. we just sat and talked about everything from relationships, to the mess with all our friends lately, to school, to ( Read more... )

so christmas is like 4 days away! yay i guess.im not very excited this year, i dunno why. im just not in the christmas spirit. but yeah. the past few days have been interesting. me n deb and ed have been like inseperable. we have all just been hanging out like 24/7. its nice cuz i dont hang out with debbie or ed much. and those kids are so cool. a ( Read more... )

heyyy im in a good mood for once! i shouldnt be cuz my crazy mel left today and that sucks and my poon nose left yesterday which sucks as well but thats ok..they'll be back!the day before yesterday was very dramanated but thats ok cuz it surely felt good to get sum of the shit off my mind. and i dont really care who thinks im being dumb cuz i ( Read more... )

Im so sick of being hurt. and being made into a self hating person because of the things certain people do and say. i dont deserve it.any of it. i havent done anything wrong. i think god hates me or sumthin.

people are so dumb and oblivious i swear. rude and inconsiderate pigs. I thought i spelled all this crap out in black and white, but apparently they saw a lot of gray areas. im fed up. i wont be treated like dirt anymore. i just wont ( Read more... )

wow this weekend was a big fat BUMMER. i did absolutly nuthin fun. Except last night and today. i hung out with melissa. damn i love that girl.it seems like everyday we become closer and closer and shes becoming like my best friend. i think its because we are so compatible. we are both totally weird and totally crazy and we have the same humor and ( Read more... )

remember when you used to give a fuck? hahaha oh yeah, my mistake.....you never did.

things have really not gone my way lately. like seriously..nothing. Wether it be school, social relationships, family issues, everything. Life could definently be alot shittier but right now for my insignificant highschool life..its pretty much got as shity as it can get. my mom basically hates me. she thinks im so lazy and selfish and she thinks i ( Read more... )

i love how I'm always the one that gets ditched and ends up sittin at home by myself while everyone is out havin a grand ole effin time. its freaking awsome. and of course i pretend that everything is dandy and dont say anything about it. yep...wow sumtimes people like to walk all over me like im a fucking doormat...real cool

sooo i got back from cali on friday. Gosh that trip was so much fun. I think everyone had fun for the most part. The hotel was amazing. Nate got us a discount since he works at a resort here so the hotel we stayed at was freaking awsome. Lol i have never slept in a hotel bed quite like that one. It was really comfortable. but yeah we went to olive ( Read more... )