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[chelsea1744]

Tonight my mom and i went to the store to get a book that guides you through suicide, eating dissorders and self mutilation...and ways to help yourself...

its amazing how many ppl "care" about you when they know you've hurt yourself...its like ppl dont tell you that they're their for you when they know your fine, but when your hurting and after you'

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[only_you14]

Chelsea I love you and I'm here for you always ♥..
But why would you put that on your journal... isn't that kind of too personal to put on there? I know it's your journal and everything, but you know you're going to get shit for it.. and you're basically asking for it.

[chelsea1744]

uhm...i think you took this the wrong way, i re-read what i wrote and i can see why you thought i was cutting myself again...sorry ill fix it lol

[chelsea1744]

aww, that made me sniffle...im not kidding, i know its bad. and in my entry i didnt mean to word it like that.
but i REALLY REALLY appreciate all the compliments and advice n stuff, that was really sweet of you. im sorry you went through that too. its tough, and stupid, i know.
but thanks again, i REALLY REALLY REALLY appreciate it.
<3 love you too, and im always here as well :)

[phatfairbanks]

hey i know i dont really know u but i am a really good listener and non judgemental at all so if it comes down to it and u really just need someon o vent on call belter for my number or find me in 2nd hour. im not tryin to act like ur b/f but i have alot of friends do wut i think u are doin so leme know k. have a good SB

[chelsea1744]

hey, thanks sooooooo much! we need more genuinly nice ppl liek you :) i know your not trying to act like my boyfriend, your just being kind...i REALLY appreciate it! you have a good SB too...got any sweet plans?

[bigbelter]

i hear ya i am having the same thing going on in my life too

[chelsea1744]

i miss you belter!!!
i just asked travis about you cause i havent seen or heard from you lately and he said youve been sick...i hope you feel better, give me or travis a call if your up to it ok?

[phatfairbanks]

haha i ment best friend but u got the jist of it lol, and no im stuck in gh u?

[chelsea1744]

OOO haha, yeah i get it.
yeah im stuck in GH too, i wish it was warmer here so that way i could go to the beach and lay out or something :\ GHs so boring right now..UGH lol

[smartie_17]

i feel exactly the same way. i havent cut myself but i know what you mean. and i have realized the same exact thing in the past few months. im here if ya need me and i hope things get better for you. i also know that having a boyfriend that cared is something that can make all the pain seem less. i have one of those just like you do. it helps alot.

[chelsea1744]

yeah having a boyfriend does help a lot...but in a way sometimes it makes more drama cause i cant exactly turn to mike or justin ((my ex's who im JUST friends with now)) and talk to them without travis getting the wrong idea, so i alsost feel sorta deprived, plus like when i told him what i was doing he started crying, and i dont feel right pushing all my personal problems on him...idk..
but thanks, you are easy to talk to, im SO glad we ae closer now. :) im always here for you toooooo!

[barbiesrsxe]

i love you & that jagguuuuuarrrrrrrrrrr

[chelsea1744]

:D i sat in that thing like 2 or 3 days ago!!!!! and i thought of you and kristin lol Love you tooooooo ;)