I've become much too good at being invincible
I'm an expert at play it safe, and keep it cool
But I swear this isn't who I'm meant to be
I refuse to let my life roll all over me

Let me feel, I don't care if I breakdown
Let me fall, even if I hit the ground
And if I
Cry a little,
Die a little,
At least I know I lived, just a little.

I find myself longing so ( Read more... )

I hate it. I hate it so much. More than anything. Loath, detest, and abhor it with everything inside of me. It doesn't even serve its purpose. And I hate the person it makes me become. I'm a scumbag. I'm sorry for it.

I may be really bold and conceited, but are you sure?  Sometimes I'm afraid of what you'll think if you see me like this. I have no reason not to trust you.  You are incredible.

UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Side Effects:
Weakness, tiredness, drowsiness, dizziness, tingling sensations, loss of appetite and weight loss, unsteadiness, slowing or shakiness, speech problems, mental/mood changes, stomach/abdominal pain.

More common side effects may include:
Abnormal coordination, abnormal vision, agitation, anxiety, back pain, breast pain, chest pain, ( Read more... )

You're falling back to me
The star that I can see
I know you're out there, somewhere out there
You're falling out of reach
Defying gravity
I know you're out there, somewhere out there...

::sigh:: I'm sorry you got d.e.a.d.ed.  hope you get undeaded soon, though!  it's k.i.l.l.i.n.g me!!!

This is me procrastinating... I love it!  My head got bwoooktded (bonus points if you can figure out what that word is!), but that's nothing we didn't already know.  I like frozen yogurt.  Real ice cream is better, but it makes a good substitute.  Sammy Jo is coming home tomorrow and she's bringing like the whole college with her!  Another reason ( Read more... )

Here's some pictures of the kittens.  They'll be two weeks old on Sunday and we're still in desperate need of names so let us know if you have any suggestions- they're both g.i.r.l.s.

Here's the one that looks like a rat... a reeeally cute rat nonetheless!  I had to put the lamp on the floor cuz she was like reflecting the light back at the webcam ( Read more... )

**Skip this part- its for my own venting purposes if you will.**
Dad and I got a Mother's Day card for Nana on the way home from work today.  He explained to me why it was such a big deal for us to do it so Mom wouldn't have to.  I didn't even realize it, but eight months ago last Saturday Gram passed away.  Mother's Day will be a rough one, ( Read more... )

Sooooooo I got more medicine today, hence the subject of this entry.  I'm still taking Naproxen three times a day and now Topamax twice at the end of the day, exceot the first three days I'm on it.  I got the Frova prescription refilled today so I'm all set in case this junk doesn't work.  Gross gross gross!

Aw, that was kinda sad.. I wa sjust ( Read more... )