Random thoughts for the soul

[chelseaspeaks]

 You know the feeling when you realize you have met someone who you hope stays in your life, well all your life?  Whether it be a new friend, or love? It helps when you are upset and stressed out like I am because I can focus on that new friend and look forward to talking to them and learning new things about them. And when I say friend I'm not

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[miabee16]

Ahh, I know what you mean about the "social friends". It's like, I know we could be really close, but actually trying to initiate that kind of conversation would be way too awkward, and when/how would I do it? But I'm just a generally awkward person, so maybe that plays into it, too. :/

Anyway. YAY for you and D! :3

[chelseaspeaks]

I'm pretty awkward too especially when it comes to things like that. Things that really matter to me.

[chelseaspeaks]

Yeah idk...I do want him as more than a friend I know that but I don't know if he does and I'm afraid to ask and be crushed. And I'm really glad you have someone to talk to everyone needs that to keep from going crazy, haha.

[chelseaspeaks]

Oh! and you can always talk to me too. I'm always looking for a friend :)

[awakenyourfaith]

I see what you mean - totally. There is value in "social friends", so to speak, if you want to just hang out and laugh, but I want friends who really care about me, and who will laugh with me. I think that's partially why I'm a bit timid towards other people - I tend to think, "If I say something to this person or if I ask this person something, will they care?"

I'm glad things will get better for you ♥

[chelseaspeaks]

Yeah you are right its good to have social friends shouldn't be so serious all the time. And yeah that is one of my fears too if I tell them will they even really care.