"I never wanted it to mean this much to me."

[chelsmarie_690]

Today was a pretty cool day, I guess. I was supposed to hang out with Brett Hanley and Zach Burgin today, and the Flemington Park, but those plans didnt really go far. I didnt do anything all day, until like 5:00. haha, how funny is that? I'm a lazy bum.=) Well at 5, I went to Jersey Shore Hospital, for bloodwork. Yeah, I can't take my medicene,

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[beyondxthestars]

We had fun overall right? And that's all that MATters=) Yes I noticed that at the bottom it has Mat highlighted. Oh Chelsie. Oh look at this it almost looks funny:

'I really wanted Sex* to stay over too.=('

^ Now if you don't read the whole sentance it just says:

'I really wanted Sex*'
hahahahhahhahahhahahahah ya dork

What time are you going to your fathers?

I love you Chelsie♥

Always**

I fucking love you.<3

[chelsmarie_690]

And yes, we had fun overall, thats

all that MATters.=) And yeah, I have his name highlighted,

its so weird.. Cause I've been thinking about him, so much

lately, like its insane. I went through, my HUNDREDS of notes,

just to find the ones he wrote me, and yeah.. the quote fit

the situation, so yeahh.=/ Ugh, I freakin hate guys, I really

do! I can't even get a decent one, and if I do, I can never

stay with him, I dont think I'm supposed to be happy, like

seriously!! =(

but yeah out of all people, you noticed the "sex" thing!

haha, but yeah.. for people that really just skim over

entries, I guess they might think thats a little scary!

hahaha.<333 I looove you, deary. =)

I'm going to my dad's at like four-ish? We should deff.

get together, again tomorrow. <3 That would be like so

bombish=)

and duh, I'm a dork.. what can I say! =D

you're my bestest, always*=)

[xxxyinpink]

tanning = ♥

[swmnfool_mp31]

hey chelsie this is erin helbley i will add you
oh yeah how do you get those color bars in your
userinfo. thanks :)