when will i ever come to the realisation that this will actually kill me
LOL
probably the same day i realise the things im doing are wrong

p.s.
THANK FRCKN GOSHNESS
the red wave has finally come.

today i listened to a cd

LOL it felt old school

im feeling rough
im feeling raw
im in the prime of my life
lets make some music
make some money
i'll move to Paris
shoot some heroin
fuck with the stars
you man the island
and the cocaine
and the elegant cars

this is our decision
to live fast and die youngwe've got the vision ( Read more... )

i liiiike you and i think youre cuuuuute ( Read more... )

its from stress
please just let it be from stress

there are times when its just easier to laugh than cry ( Read more... )

conscious unconsciousness ( Read more... )

for you my heart
from my chest
eviscerated i am
and if i could
i would plunge my fingers
through my chest
and rip out my heart
and give it to you
a pulpy mass
of morbid diathesis
morbid diathesis
morbid diathesis
morbid diathesis

na na na na na na
watch the vodka sunriiiseee~

memories following me, and im dreaming
its not too hard to see who you are underneath
but somehow im still in love with who i wish you were

so tell me when i'll finally see your shallow heart for what it is
because i dont want to keep on believing in illusions

sometimes i cant explain
and im sorry that i cant

get ( Read more... )