today was my first day at ritz.. awesome. i am going to be the one that prints all the pictures and whatnot. so i get to process the film.. which all you really have to do is put it in the machine but still. i'm so excited! i got the hang of seperating the pictures and getting the prices and all that stuff.. i just need to get the computer stuff ( Read more... )

wow... he actually called me. i didn't think he would. w00t! hopefully we'll be hanging out tomorrow if i can get out of going to my dad's ( Read more... )

i got the job!!! yay i am so excited. and i didn't even have to call her, she called me back. i work monday, tuesday, and friday this week at ritz and wednesday and saturday at shucker's. w00t!

tuesday night was unbelievable. it was great. i need to stop with the pattern of mike's i've got going here.

so after today i'll be back to 2 days a week. that really sucks. unless i get this other job. i'm going to call once i get the number and find out. then i'm not sure how much i'll be working.

i feel better. about everything.

today is my dad and stepmom's anniversary. 2 years i think. it's not really a happy day for me. i wasn't invited to their wedding and that really pissed me off. i went downstairs to show my dad my school pictures with my best friend up in my room and he tells me they are engaged. it was so random. at the time i really hated my step mom so you can ( Read more... )

i wish things weren't the way they are right now. i know that these things take time. and it hasn't even been a month yet. but it seems to get easier, then it gets harder again. things are supposed to get worse before they can get better. i am just doubting if things ever will. it's so strange now. we hardly talk. when we do, it's meaningless ( Read more... )

yeah, my life is so exciting. thursday i hung out with megan.. that was alright. friday i went school shopping with my mom. i saw mike for the first time since we broke up. that was... akward. yesterday i went to work, today i have to work. oh joy. brittany said she heard the manager at ritz saying she might put me in the photo lab.. but i still ( Read more... )

i went into work at 11 and at 12:20 chris tells me i can go home. i stalled until 1. i was there a whole two hours.. woo hoo. i really hope i get the job at ritz so i won't have to deal with shucker's much. blah. i keep having this dream.. no, it's a nightmare. it's the worst dream ever. i'd rather not go into detail. but i've had it three times. ( Read more... )

i went to school today and finally got my schedule changed. that's the second time i tried. it's peachy now. sierra and i were in best buy today for about an hour. it was amusing. the manager from ritz called and told me she didn't forget about me, she just hasn't made a decision yet. so, i still have a chance! yay.

ahhh i am so excited! brittany called me and said some woman brought in three monolta cameras from around the 80's with lens' and flashes and maybe some other stuff and she's going to sell it all to her for $75. she said she'll give me one of the cameras, a lens, and a flash for 25 bucks! that's fricken awesome. shes going to keep one of them and ( Read more... )