sometimes, i really wish i didn't think so much.

finally. :D

This is the problem with LJ, we all think we are so close, and we know nothing about each other. I'm going to rectify it. I want you to ask me something you think you should know about me. Something that should be obvious, but you have no idea about.

Then post this in your LJ and find out what people don't know about you.

my computer fucked up last night and everything was deleted. i had to re-install everything. anything that was saved and any programs that didn't come originally with my computer or i don't have on a disk are gone. everything is gone. ahhh. my computer runs a lot faster now though. i'm going fucking crazy ( Read more... )

things just went from bad to worse. ugh.

i guess my timing is just off lately. with everything. and everytime i need some help there isn't any. not at the right time. at the time when i'm going crazy and i need someone to talk to.. i have no one to talk to. i have plenty of friends to talk to.. but they are never available at the time i need them to be. i know i sound incredibly selfish ( Read more... )

another frustrating day. surprise, surprise. bekah was going to go to ocean city with me but she has a doctor's appointment tomorrow. no one else could come either. again, i spent the whole day calling my few friends trying to get someone to go. i'm done with it. i am so fucking fed up with trying to get things together ( Read more... )

this week has been terrible. one frustrating day after another. hopefully spending thursday and friday in ocean city will help. if not, i know seeing mike will do the trick. i just have to wait a bit longer for that.

tonight i was talking to a friend and i started thinking about some old memories. it made me smile.

why are they so fucking annoying??

"i would perfer megan." what the hell is that? you don't even know her. don't fucking judge my friends.

yesterday was another bad day. i went to target with bekah and that was fun but then i didn't get home until 4:30 and i had to go to work and i couldn't get a hold of sierra and i went to both of her houses and her mom's work to find out she was already at shucker's and i ended up being 15 minutes late. it was really a lot more frustrating than it ( Read more... )