man this remix is awesome. i need more friends on my friends list. im going to try to be the most popular person on livejournal, eh ( Read more... )

tonight is the fucking amy grant/vince gill christmas concert. HELL YES. gonna get an awesome shirt, how bout that? come on you have to have a sense of humor about these things ( Read more... )

Going shopping at grapevine mills ALL WEEKEND this weekend! im going to buy presents for everyone and im going to buy a lot of stuff for myself. for those of you that dont know its a huge mall ( Read more... )

things are getting worse, im going through the motions, even kyle doesnt seem to care anymore about seeing me or talking to me ( Read more... )

well my family fucking sucks and my dad called me an idiot in front of kyle yesterday . my mom yelled at me for being a mean person, not being part of the family, told me everyone in the family hates me, im a bad person, i did nothing to deserve my truck, and it goes on and on. so fuck it

well the thanksgiving holidays are here and i can think of nothin to say but, i just now, 5 minutes ago, cut myself some bangs. long ones. i dont really know why. i needed a change.

i guess it looks ok but im not sure. i got the new chariot cd its pretty fucking good.

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

things are ok. not great, not unbearable, but ok. im getting tired of everything. who knew ( Read more... )

im going to start writing in here due to the lack of real substance in my life. im so stressed about grades, and possibly being grounded. i hate feeling like this. and i hate having this feeling in the back of my mind that everything isnt completely perfect with kyle. i know that perfection isnt real but i worry. because sometimes i feel like hes ( Read more... )