• tommorrow were going to tenn. so my dad can get an interview and i only going to bring black clothes ohhhh thats going to make some one mad. well needless to say i'm going to make a bad impression for my dad . he he he ..... thats what he gets ,oh i cant wait till i see what he thinks ....and on top of all of that i'm going to wear so much ( Read more... )

i'm so mad nicole added me as one of my friends ,but thats not what i'm mad about i'm mad because katie is still reading my journal. that bitch needs to stop.

katie stop reading my damn lj . i dont know what the hell is your problem is but you need to stop. i'm not going to be your friend again.i'm fucking tired of giving you chances.you have used ( Read more... )

i might have to go to tenn. today . i think were leaving in the afternoon or at night i dont know .but  i'll figure out tonight yesterday when i was watching the mtv awards i got really sick i had a headache and i havent had a headache for 2 months . i thought it would go away but it didnt.at first i thought it was one of the really quick headaches ( Read more... )

things that make me get unstressed

1) writing a poem(i do that a lot)

2)crying

3) talking to somebody(or any body who will listen)

4)listening to music

5)screaming

6) eating (which is a habit i need to stop)

7)watching lifetime

8) thinking about good memories

9) working out

10)singing(very badly)

11) dancing when no one is watching

12) write a ( Read more... )

i'm very very sad. william is going  to campaign today, he already left.he left around 6:30. i just got up and i'm extremely depressed now i have nobody to talk to. william and apryl are the only people i talk to. because my best friend bethany will not even talk to me anymore.and i always see her with katie and them.i think i'm going to try to e- ( Read more... )

this is my 6 fav. songs
1)fall out boy:sugar were going down

2)system of a down:BOYB

3) my chemical romance:i'm not okay(i promise)

4) my chemical romance:to the end

5) nickleback:figured you out

6) breaking benjermin:sooner or later

i'm going to tenn. this weekend and i dont want to i hate going places with my parrents.i dont know why the whole familly has to go my dad is the only one that has to go (or at least i think). my mom says if i dont go i can stay with my grandmother, but now my grandmother is diffrent she scares me now.i think shes the one who needs a therapist..... ( Read more... )

i'm really pissed off from yesterday.frist my dad forgot about me and so i didnt go to church.so i just had to go in the afternoon,and at church kisa and tori both were naggin me to sit with the youth,i dont like the youth they make me uncomfortable,and most of them are hypocrites and they talk behind your backs and i dont feel like talking to them ( Read more... )

yesterday i went to the shma and payton was there. i was so mad,i hate her to death,cause of what she did to me.she was giving me dirty looks.i wanted to kick her ass or at least cuss her out.she looks like a dike with her hair cut and she got fatter.i'm getting pissed thinking about her so i'm going to stop.i did have a great time at the shma,but ( Read more... )

today is boring,its my moms birthday.kisa's friends are here.there is nothing to do ta all.tomorrow i'm going to williams house to hang out it much more cooler then here.....theres nothing much to write because my life is boring