Sick Feelings (drabble)
Sick Feelings; Baektao; g; 380 w.; fluff, slight angst?
Baekhyun loves it when Zitao clings to him.
Day 16/30 of my 30 day challenge.
Sick Feelings;
Baekhyun finds it endearing how Zitao makes these randomly cute little gestures, such as tilting his head from side to side when he’s enjoying his food, or slightly puffing out his cheeks when he was upset. That’s why Baekhyun loves to tease him most of the time; Zitao's reactions every time are priceless, something he’s unable to express in words.
“You’re so cute.” Baekhyun laughs while he says this, and Zitao doesn’t say anything, shuffling into his seat as charitable smiles creep on his lips. They never leave.
They like to go shopping together, and sometimes Zitao likes to give him fashion advice that he learned from Yifan when they would during their stay in China. One day, Baekhyun playfully snaps and asks, “What? Do you think I can’t dress myself?”
That was the last time he pretended to be angry in front of Zitao, because the expression the latter wore killed him. And it became worse, when Zitao took him by the hands and said, “I’m sorry, hyung.” Baekhyun squeezed his hand tight under his, and he should’ve known; it was a dumb move on him to yell when the latter was highly sensitive to people who began to raise their voice; after all, he was bullied as a trainee.
Unconsciously, Baekhyun spends late nights staring at the ceiling, wondering, what would Zitao be doing at this hour in China? It was a third into the night, the same time as when they’d stay in Baekhyun’s dorm room, playing card games throughout most of the night along with Chanyeol. Baekhyun misses Zitao no doubt, because during the latter’s stay in Korea, he’d paste onto him incessantly, whispering constantly, “I’ve missed you, hyung.”
“I like you a lot, Zitao.” Would be his only reply.
He finally kisses Zitao for the first time when he’s given a steak pendant that was a gift from their fans. “I’ll buy a chain to go with it, and I won’t ever take it off.” Zitao’s vision became blurred with saltwater trickles, and Baekhyun kisses him again, smiling lips against the latter's quivering ones, hands coming up to fist at the fabric that rested on his shoulders.
Baekhyun feels bile rising in his throat, and he likes it; he never wants this feeling to end.
Baekhyun loves it when Zitao clings to him.
Day 16/30 of my 30 day challenge.
Sick Feelings;
Baekhyun finds it endearing how Zitao makes these randomly cute little gestures, such as tilting his head from side to side when he’s enjoying his food, or slightly puffing out his cheeks when he was upset. That’s why Baekhyun loves to tease him most of the time; Zitao's reactions every time are priceless, something he’s unable to express in words.
“You’re so cute.” Baekhyun laughs while he says this, and Zitao doesn’t say anything, shuffling into his seat as charitable smiles creep on his lips. They never leave.
They like to go shopping together, and sometimes Zitao likes to give him fashion advice that he learned from Yifan when they would during their stay in China. One day, Baekhyun playfully snaps and asks, “What? Do you think I can’t dress myself?”
That was the last time he pretended to be angry in front of Zitao, because the expression the latter wore killed him. And it became worse, when Zitao took him by the hands and said, “I’m sorry, hyung.” Baekhyun squeezed his hand tight under his, and he should’ve known; it was a dumb move on him to yell when the latter was highly sensitive to people who began to raise their voice; after all, he was bullied as a trainee.
Unconsciously, Baekhyun spends late nights staring at the ceiling, wondering, what would Zitao be doing at this hour in China? It was a third into the night, the same time as when they’d stay in Baekhyun’s dorm room, playing card games throughout most of the night along with Chanyeol. Baekhyun misses Zitao no doubt, because during the latter’s stay in Korea, he’d paste onto him incessantly, whispering constantly, “I’ve missed you, hyung.”
“I like you a lot, Zitao.” Would be his only reply.
He finally kisses Zitao for the first time when he’s given a steak pendant that was a gift from their fans. “I’ll buy a chain to go with it, and I won’t ever take it off.” Zitao’s vision became blurred with saltwater trickles, and Baekhyun kisses him again, smiling lips against the latter's quivering ones, hands coming up to fist at the fabric that rested on his shoulders.
Baekhyun feels bile rising in his throat, and he likes it; he never wants this feeling to end.