Why?

Crystal is doing much better!

I'm sick of this trend.

I don't know what I would do.

It feels so real that all of this is going on...

It was almost exactly a year ago when all the other shit was hitting the fan.
And now, why again?

I am very excited for the tatoos.  Honestly, when I explain it to most people, I hear the same things:
" That is Stupid, what if you don't stay friends?"
" Your so young and this will be on your body forever ( Read more... )

Hmm.

I just don't know

You are nothing but a lier.
I took a chance on you.  
I had the thought that people can change, that maybe you could change.
The biggest thing in Believing in you was the Lie.
But I've had time to think about this situation and I've decided
I DON'T CARE.
You make me sick.

I blame myself for not seeing through your act.
Because that is all it was, an act.
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YAY today was so much fun.

It was a fantasically lazy day where all I did was lay in bed with this pretty great guy.
But really on the low low I also made dinner and it was fab. It was lasagna.
Be Jealous cause it was tasty.

Also such things like:
Me being the Big Spoon.
and 7 Mile.
and The Running Man.
and many other things that are great.

Yesterday I went to three grad parties. 
My Cousins, Dan from the new school, and Johnna's from my old school.

I never really realized it until then that my worst fear isn't just being a failure, its being written off.  That may sound funny but, while I was Johnna's I realized I didn't really belong at all anymore, which is sad because I remember ( Read more... )

I leave in like 2 months.  WOW.  
Things have been changing so rapidly lately, its a little hard for even me to keep up.
But what can you do?  Life happens fast.

I got my roomates name, which is bittersweet.  Its nice to not have to worry about that and get to talk to her a little bit, but it kind of sucks because....its so real now.

I'm such a girl ( Read more... )

My leg hurts, and I don't know if it will ever get back to normal.
Its spring which means it rains a lot more than it should, which poses a problem,
When I go to school next year right near water and it rains a whole lot more, what will I do?

This is why I try not to get excited about anything.
prom.
Graduation.
boyfriends.

It must be opposite day and no one told me.

I don't have a lot to say, Which is wierd for two reasons, 1 being I always have something to say, and two that its been so long since I've wrote in this thing, ideas should just be coming out.  However that is not the case. Everything is weird. I can't wait to graduate. I can't wait for Prom until Charlie is home for good.