lack the words to express my grief and worry how to work through this.
I think: but you are writing about him so beautifully,... I never knew who he was, but I can understand a bit about him from the way you write,...
You say that you are having trouble creating things, but I feel like you are creating a good memory of him by writing these things down.
as for your work/non-work duality, I definitely know what you mean,... I feel like I have to be "proper" at work and hold together some sort of air of professionalism, but really I just like to dress like a bum and curse a lot.
Oh hon I only just read this. This is such a hard thing to deal with and, as you've said, so very personal. That's why it's hard to be supportive without seeming like I'm trying to interfere. I'm sure it's impossible to imagine it right now but you will get through this. The pain will fade in time and you will just be left with all these beautiful memories of him. You are coping so well in such a difficult situation.
How do you survive when the best part of you dies?
Just as you feel a part of yourself has died with him, a part of him will live on in you. I know that sounds corny but it's true.
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lack the words to express my grief and worry how to work through this.
I think: but you are writing about him so beautifully,... I never knew who he was, but I can understand a bit about him from the way you write,...
You say that you are having trouble creating things, but I feel like you are creating a good memory of him by writing these things down.
as for your work/non-work duality, I definitely know what you mean,... I feel like I have to be "proper" at work and hold together some sort of air of professionalism, but really I just like to dress like a bum and curse a lot.
xoxoxo
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How do you survive when the best part of you dies?
Just as you feel a part of yourself has died with him, a part of him will live on in you. I know that sounds corny but it's true.
xxoo
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