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What is your name?: Carissa, fucking first-name-crazy internet bastards.
Are you named after anyone?: No.
What's your screename?: Sickness.
Would you name a child of yours after you?: I wouldn't wish my name upon anyone.
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: Either Tyler or Wheeler. *shudders*
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: I can't really think of a name I'd want.
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that people do with your name constantly?: Well, there's the neverending "Clarissa". Texans say "Careeeesa" and A.D.D. people think my name is Clarice.
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: Fuck. I'd change the whole thing.
Your gender: Female
Straight/Gay/Bi: Straight
Single?: Yes. :)
If not, do you want to be?: Null
Birthdate: 29/8/85
Your age:: 19
Age you act:: The age I act, or the age I feel? I'll put a guess in at 25.
Age you wish you were:: 5
Your height:: 5'4".
Eye color:: Changey Green
Happy with it? My eyes fucking rule
Hair color:: Darkish Blonde
Happy with it?: Not really. I dyed it for a reason.
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: Right
Your living arrangement:: With my mom. *hangs head*
Your family:: Mom, Me, Great Grandma, Great Uncle, Great Aunt.
Have any pets?: 4 cats to keep, 5 kittens to get rid of.
Whats your job?: I'm a hostess at Applebee's, a decently popular bar and grill.
Piercings?: Ears.
Tattoos?: None.
Obsessions?: *shrug*
Addictions?: Nicotine, I likes my coffee and my alcohol.
Do you speak another language?: Not very well.
Have a favorite quote?: Sometimes, you can cry until there is nothing wet in you. You can scream and curse to where your throat rebels and ruptures. You can pray, all you want, to whatever god you think will listen. And still, it makes NO difference. It goes on, with no sign as to when it might release you. And you know that if it ever did relent...It would not because it cared.
Do you have a webpage?: I think I did once.
Do you live in the moment?: I try.
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Yes
Do you have any secrets?: Not anymore, really.
Do you hate yourself?: Nah. I'm pretty neat.
Do you like your handwriting?: Very much. Other people like to inform me that it's sick.
Do you have any bad habits?: If you count smoking, biting one's nails, biting the inside of one's cheek, deception...the list goes on, so yes.
What is the compliment you get from most people?: "Easy to talk to...*jumps all over Sickness*"
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: I've not the slightest idea.
What's your biggest fear?: Failure, Loneliness
Can you sing?: Fuckin A.
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: ...no.
Are you a loner?: At the moment.
What are your #1 priorities in life?: Be happy.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: Fuck yes.
Are you a daredevil? I'm such a wuss.
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? Probably. I've been staying away from that lately.
Are you passive or aggressive?: passive. very.
Do you have a journal?: Um. Yes. *calls the police*
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: strength - my ability to understand. weakness - my inability to ask advice
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? *shrug* everyone needs a fault.
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: Strong like Glacier, whatever that means.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: Not at the moment.
Do you think life has been good so far?: Good = mediocre, yes?
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: If you are prone to depression, you don't have to live your life in your depression. Live your life around it. Think about it when you have time, then don't give yourself the time.
What do you like the most about your body?: That it's losing weight? Um. My eyes, probably.
And least? Chubby legs.
Do you think you are good looking?: Yes.
Are you confident?: I like to think so.
What is the fictional character you are most like?:*shrug*
Are you perceived wrongly?: if I'm acting oddly.
Smoke?: yes.
Do drugs?: not so much.
Read the newspaper?: not for lack of wanting to.
Pray?: pfft.
Go to church?: last time I did, I threw up.
Talk to strangers who IM you?: Not very nicely.
Sleep with stuffed animals?: Only when on a road trip.
Take walks in the rain?: Love the rain. So very peaceful and relaxing.
Talk to people even though you hate them?: Online. And at work. Yes.
Drive?: Can't.
Like to drive fast?: *quakes in her pajama pants*
Like your voice?: Yes.
Hurt yourself?: Never intentionally.
Been out of the country?: Yes.
Eaten something that made other people sick?: Not that I can think of.
Been in love?: Probably.
Done drugs?: Yeah
Gone skinny dipping?: I fucking wish.
Had a medical emergency?: No.
Had surgery?: No
Ran away from home? No
Played strip poker?: No
Gotten beaten up?: Not so much.
Beaten someone up?: Yes. hah.
Been picked on?: Verbally yes.
Been on stage?: *sigh* No.
Slept outdoors?: Yes.
Thought about suicide?: once, and I was 13, so it doesn't count.
Pulled an all nighter?: Yes. Argh.
If yes, what is your record?: 36 hours. 45 minutes of sleep, then a full day of school.
Gone one day without food?: many times. .
Talked on the phone all night?: Oh yes.
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: Many times.
Slept all day?: that's how I'd do things if I could.
Killed someone? Not regularly
Made out with a stranger?: No.
Had sex with a stranger?: No.
Thought you're going crazy?:Yes. And I've no excuse for it
Kissed the same sex? :D. Yes.
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: Vanilla Frosting and Ice cubes, yo.
Been betrayed?: probably.
Had a dream that came true?: Yar.
Broken the law?: Mmm. Yes.
Met a famous person?: I think so.
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: Yes
On purpose?: nothing bigger than spiders and the like.
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: Yes.
Stolen anything?: Oh yes. Heehee.
Been on radio/tv?: Radio AND TV
Been in a mosh-pit?: noooo.
Had a nervous breakdown?: I think so.
Bungee jumped?: no
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes
Believe in life on other planets?: absolutely
Miracles?: not really
Astrology?: it's fun.
Magic?: maybe
God?: No
Satan?: No
Santa?: No
Ghosts? No
Luck?: Maybe.
Love at first sight? *shrug*
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: Yes
Witches?: not in the storybook sense
Easter bunny?: no.
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: Maybe.
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: No
Do you wish on stars?: Yes
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: No.
Do you think God has a gender?: No god.
Do you believe in organized religion?: No.
Where do you think we go when we die? Nowhere.
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: Never
What do you find romantic?: Lots of things.
Turn-on?: Eyes. Voices. Arms. Men are sexy. No doubt about it.
Turn-off?: Stupidity. Annoying laughs.
First kiss?: Agh. Nothing special. I'll tell you that much.
If someone you had no interest in had interest in dating you, how would you feel?: are you kidding? That's my pasttime.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them?: Absolutely.
Have you ever wished it was more socially acceptable for a girl to ask a guy out: Like I give a shit about what society thinks.
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: Yes.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: Yes.
What is best about the opposite sex? Mmmm.
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: that they're the opposite sex.
What's the last present someone gave you?: New speakers.
Are you in love?: Perhaps.
Do you consider your significant other hot?: Don't have one.
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: I dunno.
You wanted to kill?: Pass
That you laughed at?: Robert
That laughed at you?: Mom?
That turned you on?: Timo
You went shopping with?: Jessica
That broke your heart?: Ben
To disappoint you?: Rosa
To ask you out?: Haven't had an offer since I was single.
To make you cry?: Me..
To brighten up your day?: Timo
That you thought about?: Pete
You saw a movie with?: ...Matt?
You talked to on the phone?: Timo
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: Ryan.
You saw?: Michael.
You lost?: *shrug*
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: It would be lovely if I were able to stay in my pajamas all day.
Will it be with your significant other?: No.
Or some random person?: *shrug*
What are you wearing right now?: black tank top. Bluish boxers.
Body part you're touching right now:: Left elbow is on left knee
What are you worried about right now?: Timo might be mad at me. :(
What book are you reading?: Going through Shogun again.
What's on your mousepad? Water
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: I can't count. Go fuck yourself.
Are you bored?: not really.
Are you tired? Just woke up, yo
Are you talking to anyone online?: No, though chat is blinking.
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: No
Are you lonely or content?: Content, I think
Are you listening to music?:No
Name your 3 favourite music albums: 3 is such a small number, and favorite indicates that I've thought that far into it. No.
Are you named after anyone?: No.
What's your screename?: Sickness.
Would you name a child of yours after you?: I wouldn't wish my name upon anyone.
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: Either Tyler or Wheeler. *shudders*
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: I can't really think of a name I'd want.
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that people do with your name constantly?: Well, there's the neverending "Clarissa". Texans say "Careeeesa" and A.D.D. people think my name is Clarice.
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: Fuck. I'd change the whole thing.
Your gender: Female
Straight/Gay/Bi: Straight
Single?: Yes. :)
If not, do you want to be?: Null
Birthdate: 29/8/85
Your age:: 19
Age you act:: The age I act, or the age I feel? I'll put a guess in at 25.
Age you wish you were:: 5
Your height:: 5'4".
Eye color:: Changey Green
Happy with it? My eyes fucking rule
Hair color:: Darkish Blonde
Happy with it?: Not really. I dyed it for a reason.
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: Right
Your living arrangement:: With my mom. *hangs head*
Your family:: Mom, Me, Great Grandma, Great Uncle, Great Aunt.
Have any pets?: 4 cats to keep, 5 kittens to get rid of.
Whats your job?: I'm a hostess at Applebee's, a decently popular bar and grill.
Piercings?: Ears.
Tattoos?: None.
Obsessions?: *shrug*
Addictions?: Nicotine, I likes my coffee and my alcohol.
Do you speak another language?: Not very well.
Have a favorite quote?: Sometimes, you can cry until there is nothing wet in you. You can scream and curse to where your throat rebels and ruptures. You can pray, all you want, to whatever god you think will listen. And still, it makes NO difference. It goes on, with no sign as to when it might release you. And you know that if it ever did relent...It would not because it cared.
Do you have a webpage?: I think I did once.
Do you live in the moment?: I try.
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Yes
Do you have any secrets?: Not anymore, really.
Do you hate yourself?: Nah. I'm pretty neat.
Do you like your handwriting?: Very much. Other people like to inform me that it's sick.
Do you have any bad habits?: If you count smoking, biting one's nails, biting the inside of one's cheek, deception...the list goes on, so yes.
What is the compliment you get from most people?: "Easy to talk to...*jumps all over Sickness*"
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: I've not the slightest idea.
What's your biggest fear?: Failure, Loneliness
Can you sing?: Fuckin A.
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: ...no.
Are you a loner?: At the moment.
What are your #1 priorities in life?: Be happy.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: Fuck yes.
Are you a daredevil? I'm such a wuss.
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? Probably. I've been staying away from that lately.
Are you passive or aggressive?: passive. very.
Do you have a journal?: Um. Yes. *calls the police*
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: strength - my ability to understand. weakness - my inability to ask advice
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? *shrug* everyone needs a fault.
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: Strong like Glacier, whatever that means.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: Not at the moment.
Do you think life has been good so far?: Good = mediocre, yes?
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: If you are prone to depression, you don't have to live your life in your depression. Live your life around it. Think about it when you have time, then don't give yourself the time.
What do you like the most about your body?: That it's losing weight? Um. My eyes, probably.
And least? Chubby legs.
Do you think you are good looking?: Yes.
Are you confident?: I like to think so.
What is the fictional character you are most like?:*shrug*
Are you perceived wrongly?: if I'm acting oddly.
Smoke?: yes.
Do drugs?: not so much.
Read the newspaper?: not for lack of wanting to.
Pray?: pfft.
Go to church?: last time I did, I threw up.
Talk to strangers who IM you?: Not very nicely.
Sleep with stuffed animals?: Only when on a road trip.
Take walks in the rain?: Love the rain. So very peaceful and relaxing.
Talk to people even though you hate them?: Online. And at work. Yes.
Drive?: Can't.
Like to drive fast?: *quakes in her pajama pants*
Like your voice?: Yes.
Hurt yourself?: Never intentionally.
Been out of the country?: Yes.
Eaten something that made other people sick?: Not that I can think of.
Been in love?: Probably.
Done drugs?: Yeah
Gone skinny dipping?: I fucking wish.
Had a medical emergency?: No.
Had surgery?: No
Ran away from home? No
Played strip poker?: No
Gotten beaten up?: Not so much.
Beaten someone up?: Yes. hah.
Been picked on?: Verbally yes.
Been on stage?: *sigh* No.
Slept outdoors?: Yes.
Thought about suicide?: once, and I was 13, so it doesn't count.
Pulled an all nighter?: Yes. Argh.
If yes, what is your record?: 36 hours. 45 minutes of sleep, then a full day of school.
Gone one day without food?: many times. .
Talked on the phone all night?: Oh yes.
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: Many times.
Slept all day?: that's how I'd do things if I could.
Killed someone? Not regularly
Made out with a stranger?: No.
Had sex with a stranger?: No.
Thought you're going crazy?:Yes. And I've no excuse for it
Kissed the same sex? :D. Yes.
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: Vanilla Frosting and Ice cubes, yo.
Been betrayed?: probably.
Had a dream that came true?: Yar.
Broken the law?: Mmm. Yes.
Met a famous person?: I think so.
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: Yes
On purpose?: nothing bigger than spiders and the like.
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: Yes.
Stolen anything?: Oh yes. Heehee.
Been on radio/tv?: Radio AND TV
Been in a mosh-pit?: noooo.
Had a nervous breakdown?: I think so.
Bungee jumped?: no
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yes
Believe in life on other planets?: absolutely
Miracles?: not really
Astrology?: it's fun.
Magic?: maybe
God?: No
Satan?: No
Santa?: No
Ghosts? No
Luck?: Maybe.
Love at first sight? *shrug*
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: Yes
Witches?: not in the storybook sense
Easter bunny?: no.
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: Maybe.
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: No
Do you wish on stars?: Yes
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: No.
Do you think God has a gender?: No god.
Do you believe in organized religion?: No.
Where do you think we go when we die? Nowhere.
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: Never
What do you find romantic?: Lots of things.
Turn-on?: Eyes. Voices. Arms. Men are sexy. No doubt about it.
Turn-off?: Stupidity. Annoying laughs.
First kiss?: Agh. Nothing special. I'll tell you that much.
If someone you had no interest in had interest in dating you, how would you feel?: are you kidding? That's my pasttime.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them?: Absolutely.
Have you ever wished it was more socially acceptable for a girl to ask a guy out: Like I give a shit about what society thinks.
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: Yes.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: Yes.
What is best about the opposite sex? Mmmm.
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: that they're the opposite sex.
What's the last present someone gave you?: New speakers.
Are you in love?: Perhaps.
Do you consider your significant other hot?: Don't have one.
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: I dunno.
You wanted to kill?: Pass
That you laughed at?: Robert
That laughed at you?: Mom?
That turned you on?: Timo
You went shopping with?: Jessica
That broke your heart?: Ben
To disappoint you?: Rosa
To ask you out?: Haven't had an offer since I was single.
To make you cry?: Me..
To brighten up your day?: Timo
That you thought about?: Pete
You saw a movie with?: ...Matt?
You talked to on the phone?: Timo
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: Ryan.
You saw?: Michael.
You lost?: *shrug*
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: It would be lovely if I were able to stay in my pajamas all day.
Will it be with your significant other?: No.
Or some random person?: *shrug*
What are you wearing right now?: black tank top. Bluish boxers.
Body part you're touching right now:: Left elbow is on left knee
What are you worried about right now?: Timo might be mad at me. :(
What book are you reading?: Going through Shogun again.
What's on your mousepad? Water
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: I can't count. Go fuck yourself.
Are you bored?: not really.
Are you tired? Just woke up, yo
Are you talking to anyone online?: No, though chat is blinking.
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: No
Are you lonely or content?: Content, I think
Are you listening to music?:No
Name your 3 favourite music albums: 3 is such a small number, and favorite indicates that I've thought that far into it. No.