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[cherjae]

物是人非
this practically sums up this week.

the school is still there, but the spirit has faded.
the same competition, the same cheers, but the atmosphere is gone and the school pride is just not as awesome as before.

it's still the 5 of them, but they have gone their own ways.
the ink is still on their skin, but the significance behind it?
all the talk

Comments

[melchunology]

i dont think it's just empty talk lah. frankly, we're acting this way because we don't really know what the hell is happening at all. so. D:

stnicks spirit is gone? ohemgee what happened to the school after my batch left?

[cherjae]

Idk... Maybe.. I just feel a tinge of bitterness that it ended on a sour note... Things prob wld be different if they did solo projects like shinhwa.. Brotherhood gg strong. But I guess they have to handle their decisions and $consequences on their own... And maybe things wld look brighter 5yrs down the road....
The sec4s were studying their tys instead of cheering... And so many left halfway through... Old girl trainees like me cheered louder than them la... Tsk

[theprerogative]

I wonder if they are angry with each other. If they would feel something like regret if they look at the old clips and convos. I wonder if they even remember.

[cherjae]

yea i wonder too...

when i recall the words they say, i wonder if they ever thought that they would come to such a state some day... 'always 5', 'live together after we marry'.... all seem fake at this moment.

if they are angry with each other, it would so much more healthier if they fought it out and move on.
is it really the money? or is it the freedom? i don't want to think anymore. maybe it's both. cos they are, humans, after all.

why do us fans hold on to their past so dearly when they themselves seemed to have moved on pretty well...