i*ve made so many mistakes in the past year.. and it sucks (talking about exs)... but hey, forget regret right? hmm

i miss him though... i really miss him

♥

went to see the first showing of RENT on 11-23-05 with my very best friend (meg if no one knew) and it was a m a z i n g, no words can express. went with her again friday night and travis, sarah, sam, and wendy were there!! it was awesome! i miss that guy so much! i freakin love him! well anyhow, during the first scene (seaons of love) they clap ( Read more... )

this week was crazy.. i got to spend a lot of time with all my family (from my moms side) because my pappy died this past friday. it*s pretty stupid that i only get to see all of my family together when someone dies. well, it was good seeing them all anyhow. last friday i went with the girls to battle of the bands and then to aub*s house for girls ( Read more... )

( -i couldnt tell you why she felt that way she felt it everyday- )

i can hardly concentrate.. MY HUMPS!. anyway, i don*t babysit today, woohooooooo!!!! makes me happy, like really really happy :*). i babysit tomorrow til like 630, YES again! than off this weekend and saturday i*m going to gettysburg, woohoo! and i was asked to go to state college tomorrow night but i really don*t think i*m gonna go because i*m ( Read more... )

i just wanna say....

hayrides are the BEST!

:*)

well i didn*t end up doing anything last night because i had one of those headaches where you feel like you*re going to barf, yummy! i also went to bed at 1... and my kitty didn*t sleep with me because she was too busy being a LOSER.. pft. anywho, i might be going down to south carolina in a few weeks for my friends graduation, i really hope i get ( Read more... )

listening to music is awesome... i*m not kidding either! so is staying up late and watching aladin, the lion king, soldiers girl, the trip, and getting your lip peirced with your love, hehehe. <~ which was when Billy B called me and brought me breakfast and we went out, then later i stayed at his apartment and then the next day i stayed again, ( Read more... )

i*m upset at the moment... last night i was upset and wrote about it and i was gonna put it in my journal but decided not to... now i*m wishing i had the paper so i could put it in here.

i feel like crying, people piss me off around here and i seriously can*t deal with it. i don*t want to and shouldn*t have to.

feelings change, people change ( Read more... )

Hmmm, things that have been going on with me... nothing really.. truthfully. i babysit, clean... i feel like i have 2 kids and i*m a stay at home mom... WTF?! i get lonely sometimes when i*m at the apartment... there*s just usually the kids and... with no phone. oh well i guess, Bobby said he*d come over when he can to keep me company... i can tell ( Read more... )